anyway... some of you guys must have knows that i simply adore staying in hotels. in the sense, i can purposely visit a country just to stay in its hotel. i always like to grade the service, the room, the atmosphere, the food, the view blah blah blah of a hotel. i especially like to experience the "Out Of This World" feeling, that hotels always advertise. haha few have actually impressed me.
some of the guys already know that i have stayed in most of the hotels in singapore. and that my favourite hotel is actually Ritz Carlton. decided to post some pics that i have taken a few years back here ba....
the thing about ritz carlton.... its very grand on the inside. walking over from Marina Sq, upon entering the door, you have a feel that you have entered another whole new world. start to immerse yourself in the world of classy feel. haha the service rendered at the reception was SUPERB! afterall, with the amount that you are paying, its only naturally that the service rendered must be of some quality. anyway, if you ahve any special request, feel free to inform the reception. they will try their very bed to fulfill them for you.
the moment you entered the room. you were greeted by dim and cosy lightings. the ultra big sofa is sitting there, as if asking you to jump onto it. haha i did actually. and i can frankily say.. its one of the most comfortable sofa i have ever seated in my life. throughout my stay there, i was practically on it majority of the times. its even more comfortable than the bed.
on the table is a welcome pastry for your enjoyment. consist of 2 slice of cake and a brulee topped with raspberry. nice....
directly opposit the sofa is the bed.... its rather "high" i am considered tall... but when i stand beside the bed, i actually have to jump onto the bed. its unlike beds at home, you can just bend down and sit on the bed. Jumping required. the springy effect of the bed is very strong.
between the toilet entrance and the sofa is a study table. nothing spectacular though....
i believe most of you knows that the major attraction for Ritz Carlton rooms.... is their toilet. The bathroom consist of 2 shower area. one standing and one bathtube. there is another small room within, that leads to the towel bowl. the walls are laid with granite tiles. very grand. toilettrees provided are all of good quality. there are even a waterproof pillow sticked onto one end of the bathtub. oh ya... did i mentioned that the window bind is operated by a switch of a button? :P
i could just soak in the bathtub for 1-2 hours, reading my magazine, with a glass of wine beside. its basically one of the greatest enjoyment.... (SHIT.... how i miss the place........)
The view ourside the window...breath taking.
somehow the room is very suitable for taking photos. haha i though the photos looks great... :P
i have only managed to find ONE hotel that actually can surpass Ritz Carlton in terms of service, interior, comfort level. KL's Hilton.
today a friend's BF brought us to a club.... all very keen in going, cos of the attraction. Automatic Mahjong table! haha i remember me and lup lup used to think... "Chey.. i think we arrange tiles faster than the table lor.." haha
oh my, how wrong were we....
The table. is big and classy. the tiles were all nicely arranged
when you press and hold a button, the dice box in the center will actually pops up. so we are supposed to simply push all the tiles into the lobang. and press the down button.
as the dice box begins to close. a new set of nicely tiled mahjong will automatically Pops up. yes.. the table have 2 sets of mahjong inside. meaning.. its forever in standby mode. no time wasted. haha impressive!
when you press the "dice" button, the dice will start to roll in the center... very high tech. Oh even the chip is nice lor. majiam those used in Casino. heheheh
a close friend of mine broke off with his long time BF today..... was a bit surprised..... as i always see them as a loving couple. or should i say... a model couple ba. but 家家有本难念的经.....
i dedicate the below song to my dear fren..... *hugs.....*
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow i can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going Coming Thought i heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?) Thinking that (I deserve it) Now i have realised that i really didn't knooOooOw
If you didn't notice You mean everything (quickly I'm learning) To love again (all i know is) I'm be oooOook
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn't live without you It's going to hurt when it heals too Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time) Even though i really love you I'm gonna smile because i deserve too Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
(Verse)
I could of turned on the TV Without something that would remind me Was it all that easy? To just put us out your feeling If i'm dreamin Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings) But that's the past (i believe it) And i know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning) Oooh turn up again (All i know is) I'm be ok
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time) Even though i really love you I'm gonna smile because i deserve too oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
(Bridge)
Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me) This time i let you go so i can be free And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No) No matter how hard it is I will be fine without you Yes i Will
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too Oooh(It'll all get better in time) Even though i really loved you I'm gonna smile cos i deserve too yes i do(It'll all get better in time)
Thought i couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time) Even though i really loved you Going to smile cos i deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)
Ever came across some profiles which says that they are looking for Str8 acting partner? or when someone does an intro over the internet, they clearly like to say that they are very str8 acting, upon meeting, only to meet and find them...... a sista.
the word str8 acting is clearly loosely used in current society. how str8 is str8? what are the criterials to be classified as str8 acting? do you say you are str8 acting just to get attention from people? how attractive can a str8 acting guy be?
i have some friends, whom, thinks that as long as they are the dominent party in a relationship, that will classify them as Str8 acting.
i have people telling me that as long as someone acts very MACHO, they are considered as Str8 acting.
but is it?
i do not speak for others. but to me. when you say you are str8 acting, i clearly expects you to be no different from normal guys in the street. ie to say, i cannot tell if you are gay or not.
i sometimes wonder if i am str8 acting, haha i have people coming up to me telling me that if they do not witness me in a gay pub/bar/suana, they would not have thought that i might be one. but i also have close frens calling me princess. (Ek i hate that nick!) so sometimes i do wonder if i am considered str8 acting. but personally i take pride that i am still considered str8 acting lar. :P
many years ago, i once chatted with someone over the internet (Yes i know... internet chat again. haha) got to know this particular guy, i shall call him X for now. X is staying in Yishun too, he was 26 years old then, i was 20. we exchanged pics, and decided to meet late one night. (around 1-2 am ba.)
when i arrived at his house, he greeted me on his front door, wearing a blue boxer and a white singlet. i was happy with what i saw. i was thinking... hm.... nice arms... nice collar bones...cute face... looks quite str8. (read, i cannot tell if he is gay) in fact i was getting quite turned on by him.
he invited me into his house, offered me a drink, and just stood there waiting for me to finish my drinks. (Yes.. he did not offer me a seat)
as experienced as i was then, i was a little lack of confident. thus i asked...."so erm.... are you ok with me?"
he replied with a boyish smile "yeah.... you ok?"
i nodded my head. and we ended up kissing. in the living room. it was during kissing that i noticed that he have the tendercy of falling into my arms.. which i quickily brushed it off, not thinking too much about it. anyway we stood there french kissing for 5 full mins. i could practicall feel his hard on underneath his loose boxers..... in fact, the "head" was already peeping out of the opening at the front part of his boxers. i kissed even harder..... then he led me into his room.
i can't say that i am a superb kisser.... :P but erm... no one have ever complained about the way i kissed. haha minus the ciggerrette after taste that i sometimes have, when i forgot my mint or peppermint breath spray. :P
we were rolling around on the SINGLE sized bed, still kissing each other, when we took off everything. his dick have a curve which i find interesting. it was pointed Upwards. not str8 thought, it was curved. like an banana pointing upwards. when i took off my underwear, he immediately dived for my already harden erm.... tool.
you guys must be expecting that enjoyed every minute of it right? LOL WRONG! i dunno if he is experienced in blowjobs or that his mouth is too small.... his TEETH was scraping along the side of my dick! which makes me pain like mad! but i try not to hurt his feeling (Ooo... i'm such a nice guy) i let him blew me a while more, till i really cannot tahan the pain, i held up his head, turned in over, and started kissing my way down, starting from his mouth.
his nipples were quite hard, i was quite surprised. i never really paid much attention to guy's nipples in the past. but his is erm... rather protuding. in fact, i think that his nipples ALONE was protuding up to 0.8 - 1cm from his chest. hm..... interesting.....
when my tongue brushed pass his nipple, he let out a "Umph..." and clenched my head tightly, well... he was clearly enjoying it. then i moved downwards. once a while he will let out a giggle, which i find a bit sister... but i brushed it off too.....
to cut the story short (AGAIN!) haha i was trying to finger him, while blowing him. he asked me if i wanna enter him... and jumped out of the bed to get some KY and condoms...without waiting for my answer... haha anyway i put on the condoms and applied a lot of KY all over his arse and my dick....he asked me to be gentle.... as he said that this was only his 2nd time being analled. in a very gentle tone of voice, which was erm... still acceptable for me.
i VERY slowly inserted mine into him... he was SQUEAMING! you know... those type of "URgh..... argh.... Eeek....."(high pitch voice).
very frequently he will back away pushed my dick out, keep saying it was very painful... but very quickily guide my dick to his hole again. (duhz)
after trying for 4-5 minutes, i got my dick in. (FINALLY!!!) but i was a bit turned off by all the high pitch queaking already.. but looking at him, i thought he still looks cute, thus my hard on din go down on me.... i was trying very hard to concentrate on his facial features, instead of his queaking....
when i started the pumping motion... he suddenly let out a very very very high pitch "Oh....." i was a bit stunn..... then when i continue the motion... all the SIBEH HIGH PITCH "urgh, ek, ahh... " started coming out. as his room do no have aircon, thus i was there fucking him in dim lights, with windows opened! i was so worried that his neighbour will hear us. and mind you, his voice is not really soft hor......
He was twitching his body like a gal, and his high pitch voice was over the top. and the final straw came when he was shouting "Oh fuck me.... fuck my CB!" (!!!!!! *cold sweat)
i was immediately turned OFF! 1/2 hour ago when i first met him, i tot he look so cute and str8... and now here he is asking me to fuck his CB! goodness.. i immediately starts to turn soft....
anyway. i pulled my dick out of him, and just jerk him off. he was hard through out the session, thus it did not take him long to cum. after he cummed, i went into the toilet to wash up. i no longer feels excited nor have the urge to cum. i was in the toilet desperately trying to wash away the shit stain that somehow got onto my pubic hair... (EWwww......)
anyway i simple gave the excuse that i am just too tired to cum, and i left the place.... telling myself never to come back again...
How can such a cute str8 acting guy, be so GU NIANG in bed?!?!?!?!? it makes no sense.....
i'm a bi, so i have done gals before.... in a way.. my ex gfs are actually more MAN compared to this guy lor..... ewwww.....
ya..... so now you know... Stoner hates sissys. i wanna do a man! if i wanna do a gal, i would have gone to a gal in the first place. i do not wan a man, who is pretending to be a gal, in a man's world..... ek...
and.... my dick usually will react accordingly. LOL i simply cannot stand, if i sense any hint of sissy at any point of time during sex.
like i always say.... if you wanna do it...... so it like a man! haha
a few years later.... i did encountered another inccident, involving another man asking me to fuck his CB again.... but that is another story for another time. LOL
Song of the day: Toni Braxton -- He Wasn't Man Enough
Yesterday my fren gave me this link to the video video. It is about a passenger in the MRT, shouting, creating a din.
as i do not know what acutally happened before the video was taken that made the women so pissed... but then..... she should not gave handled the situation this way. such a public nuisance. creating so much trouble for so many other people. she was even scolding other passengers...... and worst.... her young daughter was just beside her... she would have grown up to become JUST LIKE HER..... Be-Arch~
what is it about someone that attracts you to him?
i mean, there are so many people in the streets daily. yet only that few actually makes you turn your head to have a 2nd look at them. but then they might not be the cutest guy in the room, nor they might not even be considered as Yandao. but yet, there;s something about these people who makes you wanna look at them more.
attended a company function today. there are a total of 492 people attending the function, yet from the whole lot of people, one particular person stood out. it suddenly seem like everyone else around him disappear. and all you could do is focus on that one particular person. he was not even doing anything eye catching, he was just standing there listening to the speech.
but yet this person eludes an aura that makes you wanna look at him more. be it his flawless complexion, his muscular arms, his boyish looks, his clean cut hairstyle. he walks like a kid, yet alluring. as i know this person, thus when he caught sight of me looking at him from a distance, he smiled at me and nodded his head. i melted on the spot. hehehe
sat there wondering to myself.... what is it about him that caught my attention. then i suddenly realised.... most of the people who caught my eye, actually eludes an innocence arua from everypart of their body.
haha please dun be mistaken. i do not like virgins, the worst thing to have, is to have a sex partner, who, knows nuts about sex. ya it can get quite fustrating. sometimes you just need carefree sex.... not be a sex tutor.
but then, guys who always without fail caught my attention, are usually guys who looks innocent. in a way... boyish, super str8 acting (most are str8 anyway :P), best is wear specs, who knows how to present themselves to the public.
it was just like....earlier in the day, i was taking bus 969 from Yishun to tampines, boarding the bus with me, was a guy, who is in strip long sleeve shirt, wearing a tie, wear specs, fair fair, holding a Braun Buffel case, playing games on his HTC Diamond. i was standing beside him later (he was seated). haha so i kindda have a close look at him.
his facial feature was not particularly handsome, actually, he cannot be considered cute. but yet there is something about this guy that stirs something under my jeans :P especially liked the way he comb his short hair... almost bent down wanting to sniff his head! LOL haha alluring....
i particularly likes the way he was dressed, he looks smart. the way he was meddling with his handphone, looks professional. when his phone ranged, i was thinking... "good... not cheezy ringtones....." when he was toking over the phone, i was thinking.... "wow.... sounds professional... using the right words, with the right tone of voice control"
this guy really knows how to package himself. PLUS POINTS. hahaha
oh... i'm horny slutty bastard today. i admit. hahaha :P
wah.. i din know that many ppl read my blog..... anyway got some reviews saying my posting is erm... hot. *blush blush* but erm..... it was just my first btm experience....... i dun even find it kinky at all. haha my first Top experience was a mess too.. LOL
long ago i used to date this guy L, known him through a group of friends from the internet. he was tall, tann, handsome, nice complexion, warm, nice, chatty and outgoing. he was 26 year old then. and i was about 21. dated him for like....... 2 months. and i called it off. reason being simple..... he is erm..... sex addict. wanting sex everytime we meet is still ok..... but wanting sex 2-3 times EVERYTIME we meet, is erm..... a bit too much. haha too high of a sex drive. he is a top.
6-7 months passed. and one fine afternoon, i was chatting on the net again.. as i was rather open then, i put my pic link at my profile...... someone pvted me.... did not ask for sex initially, but we chatted for a while, of cos.... all these type of chats leads to the sex topic. he too sent me his pic link. tot he looks quite yandao. he was 23 then. was still studying in NUS. as my ex was also from NUS, we toked about where i used to have sex with my ex, when i visited my ex in NUS... etc. suddenly he suggested meeting. and i went along. as he was driving, he came over to place. we sat at the mac donalds chatted for a while. er..... he was quite cute too. tall, fair, wears spec, and ultra nice complexion. he's those nerdy smart type kindda guy. and the prominent thing about him is.... he is VERY shy. he never dared look me in the eye. avoid eye contact at all cost. haha being the naughty type of person that i was, i purposely looked him in the eye everytime we spoke, and he would quickily look away whenever our eyes met.
then the direct questions came..... "what are you looking for?", seeing that he's quite cute.... i merely answered, "Fun. U?" he replied " er.... same...." and i continued with.... "so are you interested in me? or you have something on and you need to go?"
he replied" you are.. cute...." and the conversation goes on for a while. to cut the story short... conclusion = he have his own room. but his bro might be at home..... and with that.... we went to his place. i shall be frank. this was not the first time i went to someone's house... so its not really a big deal to me. i shall call this guy C for now.
upon reaching his house, his bro was sitting in the living room watching TV. C merely told his bro that his classmate will be coming over to do somethings.
when his bro turned his head...... to my horror..... that is L. the person that i have dated for 2 months.... L gave no response then. majiam acting blur..... but L definately knows that i am not from NUS..... anyway i still went into the room with C. with a lot of question in my mind.....
anyway me and C kissed for a while... then i ask him go shower. which he readily agreeded.... so when he went shower, i went to the living room and toked to L for a bit.....
L and C din know about each other's sexual orientation. but L immediately knows when C brought me home. but he chose not to acknowledge.... he even joked about how he and his bro likes the same guy....
i can't really remember the details.... but somehow ended up with me and L kissing on the sofa..... so when C walked out from shower (kitchen's toilet) he was a bit shocked to see me and L kissing....like i said i can't remember the details.. but i do remember going back into the room with C... and explained a bit that i used to date his brother..... i think C was still a bit shock. C suspected that L have liked guys all along. they used to share a room.. and C always see some male-orientated magazines in his drawer.....
anyway... at this time, L knocked on the door...C went to open the door. but when C opened the door... L merely said.... "what are you guys doing? can i join in?" i couldn't believe my ears... and i think C was a bit freaked out.....haha who wouldn't.....anyway L did not wait for a response.... and just walked right in. and started kissing me....
C was still standing there stunned. LOL i dun blame him actually. anyway.... after a while, i looked at C and asked him if he wanna come over..... he actually walked over... and i held him in my arms. giving him comfort. kissed his forehead.....
er. i shall skip the details...... but erm...... L was a top..... and C was a flexi..... somehow..... in the process.... there were a position where L was doing me.... while C was blowing me....there was also a position where..... i was doing C..... and erm....... L suddenly tried to enter me from behind... that action lasted for like 5 mins. as the co-ordination part is damn difficult.
i was doing C in missionary.... but i bent over. and L was doing me doggy.... the feeling was intense.... i usually will turn soft when someone enters me... thus i was also quite surprised that i can last in that position for 5 mins.....
i have to clarify.... although it was a 3some..... but L and C never really kissed or touched each other... so the attention was all on me. :P which was great. hehehe so dun really consider incest. haha
anyway L came in me.... and jerked me off and me in turn jerked C off..... it was wild..... anyway after the whole thingy... me and C went together to the kitchen's toilet to wash up.... and L went to the masterbedroom toilet to wash up.
i rem that C asked me during shower about when i dated his bro. and why we broke up. blah blah blah.
we still keep in contact since then. complicated relationship. we still meet up after that inccident. C was interested in me. but somehow find it awakard to begin anything with me. and that was the only experience i have had with them together. there were a couple of times where me and C still did it. but those times are without L. as L was an air steward. thus he usually will be flying around.
and subsequently..... C have to go oversea to study... and we ended our thingy. and i heard that L got attached with another guy friend of mine.
C came back a few years ago. and ya.... he did call me. we met up for a while. but things changed, people changed. so nothing happened between us.
we still send each other sms once in a blue moon. and erm... C is happily attached now.
wish them well.... :) and so.... this explains my first experience with a pair of brothers... and also my first 3some.
PS: sorry if i missed out some details. cos i can't really remember all those details. haha what you expect? it was about 8 years ago...
i strongly believes that almost everyone have tried the role of Top and Btm before. it really depends on the first time experience that determines if you are a Top/Btm.
So what determines if you are a top? its that you really hate the feeling of being penetrated. i mean... come on. everyone can sustain a hard on. (especially now that there are Viagra in the market) but not everyone can stand the feeling of having a dick up his ass.
so what makes me a Flexi?
that was about 10 years back. i was chatting over the internet (g.com) someone pvted me asking for sex. as i was rather open then, thus after sending over my pics, and he was rather interested. but as he do not have a pic, i was a bit hesitated to meet him. but i was thinking, what the hell... we are both staying in Yishun, worst to worst, meet already, just "Hi & Bye" come back home lor~ so we agreeded to meet at Khatib MRT station.
a bit nervous, and he is a Bi and a Top. this i already know that if we were to have sex, and if penetration is involved, mostly likely i would be the btm~
it was 10.45pm in the night. at Khatib MRT station, a young, meaty gentleman, wearing a cap greeted me. he recognise me immediately based on my pic. i was a rather taken aback. he was CUTE! haha a little meaty, smooth complexion, very str8 acting, around my height. it was a pretty good catch! (he was 25 yr old then, and i was 19)
initially arranged to go to his house.... but he said that his mum came home last min. so he have no place... under these circumstances, i would usually call off the whole thing and go home str8. but as he was VERY CUTE... hehehe i agreeded to do it somewhere else with him.
he suggested Yishun Stadium, at that timing of the night, we have to climbed over the fence into the stadium. it was rather deserted.
i can't really remember the whole process.. but i remembered that it was good.... he started off kissing me (he was a good kisser!), then moved on to blow me (This guy can blow!) then moved on to rim me... (Oh My! DUN STOP!) hahaha i can only say... this guy really knows how to work his tongue.
then he looked me into my eyes, and gently asking if he can do me... he promised to be gentle... i was melting away....so i agreeded.
the initial thrust was extremely uncomfortable. as it was my first try.... but i already heard from some of my btms on how to flex your anal muscle.... thus when he entered me, i was pushing out, as if i was shitting. (thank god i did some dumping before i went to meet him)
i think his dick size was just perfect, thus it did not take him long to find my prostat. and ya. i was in heaven. hahahah Oh i'm such a slut.
i shall not go into details, but the thrusting action carried on for like 20 mins....
though my first time, but i already did some market research, knowing when to flex my muscle.... thus when he cum.... he was screaming.."Oh.... your so tight!" and boom.... he came inside me. (mind you, he was wearing a condom!) haha ALWAYS PRACTISE SAFE SEX.
after he came, he was lying over me, kissing my ears and cheeks, and tried to jerk me off. i tell you..... this guy really knows how to work it. he was kissing my neck and cheeks while whispering some dirty toks into my ears... as everything was rather new to me, i got quite excited. and 2 guys doing it openly under the stars.....soon.. it was too much for me to handle... and BOOM. i exploded everywhere. haha
after everything ended, he kissed me for a while more, before wiping ourselves with his white underwear. haha he even asked me if i wanna keep his underwear. i did not have underwear fetish then, so i decline. (DAMN regret already). hahaha
anyway he was staying near the stadium, thus i walk him to his block before proceeding to the MRT. he suddenly tells me that he is very closetted and if i wanna be his permanent Fuck buddy. and that he will be getting married in 2 weeks time! i already have commitment probs at that age, thus, i declined. but then i told him, if he wanna do it again, feel free to contact me again.
as fate usually likes to tease people.... 2 days later i went swimming, and my nokia banana phone dropped into the swimming pool. haha dun ask me how my phone even got near the pool in the first palce. haha too lazy to explain the whole thingy. but i have to change my phone. and somehow i changed my number too. thus that was the last i saw of him.
hm.... i can only say that my first btm experience was good. thus did not leave me a scar of being penetrated. i did consider being a full time btm then... but subsequent top i came across were nowhere near. hahaha and i think most prefers me to top anyway. these guys just automatically turn around and guide my dick to their ass! so ya.... for the next few years i was a Top.
it was until a few years later when i got attached with someone who was a Top. that i started exploring the option of being a btm again. ya. this is how i became a flex.
damn... got hard thinking about the experience. LOL Oh i'm such a slut.
