29 yo

i've always hated people asking me when is my birthday. cos whenever i tell them 31 Dec, they all have the same reaction. "You Are Joking!, Come on, tell me the real date!". initially i will still try very hard to explain, even to the point of showing my IC. but as years pass, i merely replied with a "haha :P" and leave it as that.

on top of that, my birthday is a unique day where...... everything is costly! a buffet dinner at The Line which normally cost $88/pax will suddenly surge to $288/pax. Everywhere i go, the place will be packed with people, the traffic jam at CTE will be horrible. and when night time whole nation will be counting down.... to the end of my birthday. LOL

i like birthday celebration, but not of my own. haha i avoid them if possible. i always try to go oversea during my birthday period whenever possible. :P i do not really like people going through all the fuss over me.

But having said that, it felt warm to have people remembering your birthday. :) when the clock strike 12 midnight and you starts to receive all the "happy birthday" smses. The thought that people actually stayed up and waited till 12 am sharp to send you sms, never failes to bring a smile onto my usually stern face.

however i was not feeling well last night. and i actually fell asleep quite early, with TV and lights ON. This morning i wake up and discovered that there are about 23 "happy birthday" smses sent to my phone when the clock strike 12. and also a total of 11 missed calls. wah.... felt a bit guilty. so sent an apology sms to everyone. :)

Birthday wish this year will be that my mum have a speedy recovery. and..... WORLD PEACE :P

Thank everyone for remembering my birthday. and i am officially 29 years old from today on.... *quite sad* hahaha counting down to my big 30 liao. *double sad* LOL

Oh ya..... happy New Year to everyone :)

Fish Soup

the past 1 week have been hectic as per usual.... however i made some time to catch up with some friends at a KTV on Xmas day evening. and they actually bought out a birthday cake just before i were to leave. And nope, my birthday is not 25th Dec. haha but somehwhere near.... haha am very touched. thanks to my friends. :)

i forgot to take pic of the cake before i cut it.... so erm.... hehe above is a pic of the salvaged version. with all ornaments taken off. :P its kindda tasty though. Once again, thanks to all my friends and for your well wishes. :)

Today late morning, someone wanted to buy me fish soup. so, end up, drove all the way from yishun down to amoy street.

The fish stall is located on the 2nd floor.

The stall with a long queue.... oh ya.. the guy in white in the pic have a nice butt. hehe

Fish soup for $5, rice sold at $0.30 per bowl...

The mackerel fish slice are exceptionally thick! and filled up almost the whole bowl.... flesh are juicy and soup are sweet... for $5.30 inclusive of rice..... definately worth it!

But if you do not feel like eating mackerel fish... a few store away... sells another fish soup but using pomfret fish.... and also super long queue.....

Peranakan Museum

Sorry i hadn't been updating my blog. i know there have been a "blog-lag" for close to 2 weeks. many things are happening at home at the moment. some rather bad. am going through a rather rough patch in life. things hadn't been that bad before.

however daily life continues. so anyway last weekend my office organised a outing trip. a Visit to Peranakan musuem. its located just behind the old Towel Club! i guess many people have been to towel club ( i hadn't been there before though, but its closed now) without knowing that a heritage museum is just right behind it.

anyway, its compulsory for the people in my office, so no matter how much i dun wanna go, still have to go.

The building is just located right beside substation. nothing special. but i tot the way the light shines onto building was simple beautiful. ya... a lot of us were wondering if Jeanette Aw will come out of the building, all dressed up in nonya clothes, to welcome us. Hell..... Nope. din happen. hahaha

A stone statue stands outside the building. its amazing how the details on the face looks so real.

nothing about this eagle. just thought that the lightings looks good in this photo.

spotted a few old photos in the gallery. do you know that there are more than 10 different types of peranakan in singapore? ya... and dun be deceived by Jeanette Aw, Joanne Peh.... based on all the old pics i have seen.... not all looks gorgeous. :P can you just imagine the people in the pic..... if they are the actors / actresses of "Little Nonya".....

i tot the head dress and jewellery they wore.... are rather elaborated... most looks like gold, however someone read the words below and exclaimed. "Its SILVER". hmm.... my idea of silver are to looks shiny.....

The main hall settings. the 2 pics are of 2 singapore famous actor and actress. i can;t remember the name though... but i do remember that i kindda like watch the female actress in sitcoms.

The Stitch works of a nonya.

The different type of gods that peranakan chinese pray to.

The family altar.

The dinning table. in older times, will really be filled with food. there actually will be more than 20 over type of food laid out for a single grand dinner. ie to say, all the plates / bowls you see in the pic, will really all be filled with food in older times~ kaoz.... every meal is a buffet....

The kitchen is fully displayed in the museum. However... only one thing in the whole kitchen caught my attention....

a pair of clogs. how is this pair of clogs wearable???

a full set of urns / pots are on display. though the paintings looks really detailed. but i just dunno how to appreaciate such arts. haha

Quite interesting.... some magazines that old peranakan chinese read. don't ask me why the title of the magazine says "Fortnightly Romanised Malay Magazine", but yet.... the graphics shows some people in ancient china clothes. haha

inside of the magazine. (i presume)

Nonyas are also famous for their beadwork. i think everything they do are about details...

Just before i left the place, i noticed a very nice painting on full glory display.

overall quite a nice place, i mean, how often will i really go to such place on my own accord? haha

Entrance Fee:

Adult : $6 each
Group (20 pax or more): $5 each
Family (2 adult 2 kids) : $25 per family

Durex PLAY 2in1 massage mousse.

Oh ya....while i was at Watson, i also bought a new lubricant at $11.90...

Durex PLAY 2in1 massage mousse.



A unique mousse from Durex Play that has a sensual, silk-like texture making it perfect for massage, but is body safe, water soluble and pH balanced for use as a personal lubricant.

Made with aloe vera and a distinctive 'less mess' formula, it can be used all over the body, even in intimate areas.

Shake the can and squirt a little mousse into your hands, then massage it into your partner's body for a sensuous foreplay experience!


it has a clause that attracts me.....

PLAY 2 in 1 massage mouse is suitable for vaginal, anal & oral sex. however don't squirt directly into the vagina or anus.

wow.... so openly say suitable for anal sex..... hehehe

anyway i tried using it the very same day... erm..... its really very light lor.... when you spray in onto you palm... really looks like shaving mousse. LOL when you apply it onto the arse... felt like you going help the party shave his pubs like that.

but i think its a bit too light. you need to apply a lot to ensure "smooth" entry. :P i think i still prefer my Durex 2in1 massage Gel. where a little goes a loooooooooong way. hehe :P

Tongkat Ali

Yesterday went walk around in Novena Square.... walked into Watson and saw some interesting things.... Tongkat Ali.

i remember the other day read in BW forum, someone was talking about Tongkat Ali. haha so i picked up the thing to read.

EURYKUAT TONGKAT ALI PLUS

Composition:
Eurycoma Longifolia Jack Radix 162.5mg
Herba Epimedii 37.5mg
Morindae Officinalis Radix 25.0mg
Herba Cynomorri 25.0mg

Packing:
60 capsules per bottle.

What is Tongkat Ali/ Tongkat Ali Plus?

Eurycoma Longifolia, popularly known as Tongkat Ali locally, has been traditionally used by the indigenous of Malaysia and Borneo as a supplement for good health and vitality. It's found in the wild jungles in these regions. Tongkat Ali is rich in Eurycomanone, the active ingredient from its root for its beneficial effects.

Herba Epimedii, Morindae Officinalis and Herba Cynomorii are popular Chinese aphrodisiacs. They supplement the kidneys' yang. Herba Epimedii and Morindae Officinalis help strengthen bones and remove "wind' and "damp" from the body.

Eurykuat Tongkat Ali Plus :

1) Reduces the effects of stress
2) Enhances physical and mental performance.
3) It acts positively on hormonal system and it's reputed as an aphrodisiac among the Malays.
4) Helps recovery and convalescence from illnesses or operations.
5) Aids in impotence, pre-ejaculation, uncontrollable urination, difficulty in getting pregnant, weak back and legs, paralysis etc.

http://www.wenken.com/EurykuatBrand_1.php

heard so much about tongkat Ali. haha so hand itchy, bought one bottle to try.... at about 60 tablets for $21. then spotted another box next to the Eurykuat..... XP for men SUPREME.... also another tongkat Ali. but this one selling 4 Tablets at about $38!!!

it says its works in 30 mins.. and last for days! haha

its advertisement says.....

XP for men SUPREME

Works in 30 mins
Rock hard erections
Prolong Performance
No Unpleasant Side Effect
Promote Blood circulation

http://www.bio-dna.com/

*Activities needed thereafter to notice any effects. Results may vary depending on individuals

wah..... sounds very tempting for all guys. LOL

based on the fact that they are sold in Watson and Guardian...... dun think got problem ba... so i just pick up one box of BOTH the above mentioned. LOL came home.... and quickily take liao! ahah but not much effect ley. maybe i was too tired, both physically and mentally, the past 2 days. but so far.. no side effect yet.... will review again... haha :x

Tenga Cups

Chanced upon this video about Tenga Masturbater in another website. and quite amused about this masturbator... as you read about the masturbator, you can't help but notice..... its just Masturbation! will you pay US$21.90 to masturbate a not? if you convert it into singapore dollars... around S$30.



for $30 you might as well just buy an entry ticket to a suana and get someone to masturbate for you.

worst... its only one time usage.... meaning, use liao have to throw liao.

But having said that..... LOL still very much wanna try it. hahaha that's how 犯贱 i am. hahaha

They even have a video showing you the difference between all the tenga cups. haha

如燕

haven't heard a quality Theme song from a TV serial for a long time...

the other day, i turned on the TV, and saw the opening of the latest TV serial 小娘惹, was immediately captured by the voice that was singing.. though i heard the voice somewhere... and later come to realise. ITS OLIVIA ONG!

was kindda surprised, cos i know that she is a singaporean based in Japan. She owns a very very soulful and touching voice, have cut a few albums, all in english and japanese... so i was kinnda surprised that Mediacorp actually managed to get her to sing the theme song~

i can still remember the pain, when i tried to find her album all over singapore then. LOL

如燕


in fact.... her english song L.O.V.E was my handphone ringtone. LOL

L.O.V.E

老人症

Lately have been falling asleep with lights, PC, TV on! and worst... before 11pm~ and yet, even if i were to remind myself to sleep early, and are to remember to off the TV and stuffs.... i will still drift to dreamland UNKNOWNINGLY, that particular night! damn....

and seems like i also taken a hatred to loud music, loud noise and seems to like all forms of sounds around me to be soft and peaceful. just last night when i was in a car listening to radio, which was playing some heavy metal music, just made me roll my eyes. Last week when walking in Cityhall, the sound effect / music of the acrobatic performance gave me a headache...

at work, i seem to be always sitting at my desk clearing my work, almost as if the sight of "piled up work" is unbearable. Would also take a frequent walk over to my understudy workstation to remind him to do this and do that.

hmmmmm... is age catching up with me? are these signs of 传说中的老人症？？？

so must i start to anticipate the coming of....

Plant maintenance? and the continuous exercise / stretching of limbs movement?

Damn... i am getting old.... approaching 29! double damn.....

Song Of The Moment: 彭佳慧 - 走在紅毯那一天


i can't seem to find the original version that enable user to embed into websites...

算一算時間 認識他也好幾年
看一看身邊 好朋友都有好姻緣
只剩下我 只剩下你
還繼續 苦守寒窯 一等十八年

有些事 急也沒有用 我瞭解
我不想 人老珠黃 才被人送作堆
走在紅毯那一天 蒙上白紗的臉
微笑中留下的眼 一定很美
走在紅毯那一天 帶上幸福的戒
有個人 斯守到永遠 是一生所願

數著時間的日子 一點也不好過
到哪天 他的良心 才会发現
女人啊 要找個真誠的男人
哪有那麼難 真有那麼難

What the song is about:

Will You?

Something strike my mind the other day....

If you are a chub chaser, and you meet the chub of your dreams.. and you got attached with him for a couple of years. but as the years goes by... your bf starts to grow slimmer and slimmer. will you still love him?

If you met this gorgeous guy, and sparks fly everywhere.... and you got attached with him for a couple of years.... then one day, he met with an accident, causing him to be disfigured. will you still love him?

Flowers wilt, looks change, people age, accidents happen.... is there anything that last?

At the end of the day, its always comforting to know that the person is always willing to:

--holding your hands when you need comforting,
--hugging you to sleep when you need warmth,
--giving in to your request when you just flare up for no reason,
--lends you his shoulder when you need something to cry on,
--carrying you on his back when you are tired,
--bring you to see the doctor when you are feeling sick,
--apologise upon your request, without the need to know the reason
--tells you that you are the cutest, when compared to even Brad pitt,
--laugh at your lamest joke,
--tells you that he loves you on a daily basis.

What more can one ask for? hmmm....... i still hate borders and vegetarian food though... *roll eyes* haha :P

Song Of The Day: Boyzone - I love the way you love me

Pubes

Are you shaved, trimmed, or "full bush"?

When i was younger, i always enjoy a guy with full bush. i always thought that the unkept messy pubic hair of a guy is very manly.....

as i grow slightly older, i like to shave myself totally "nude". i thought the sensation of ppl licking around your bush is... mind blowing..... though it felt kindda naked.

at current age, i think i like to keep my pubes neatly trimmed. trimmed pubes reflect that the person is neat... and well groomed. and ya... i very much like my man to be nicely trimmed.

The thing about shaving all the pubic hair away.... i tends to get skin irritation. the first day when you shaved, it feels smooth.... but the next day... suddenly you will see "red spots" all over your pubes. when i first shaved, and the skin irritation came, i though that wah! pubes also will grow pimples! and it itches like mad. it continues on for the next few days.

so the next time if you are preparing yourself for a "major" sex the following day..... think twice about shaving it off totally. (if this is your first time). the skin irritation will be enough to put ppl off....

The itch (Read: SERIOUS ITCHING) actually comes from the shaved pubic hair that is trying to grow out from under the skin again. the after effect is a bit like the feeling you get when you first started shaving your beard. unbearable!

Oh ya.... did i mention that your dick will look very much more "impressive" with shaved / trimmed pubes? :P

Nokia 5800 XpressMusic

The Nokia 5800 XpressMusic does not just focus on the "music" factor but it has a great internet browsing, 3.2 megapixel camera with a Carl Zeiss Lens, clear phone speaker, Bluetooth and so much more! Plus, it is the first Nokia phone with touch screen to add that human touch.

Also, there is the Media Bar and the Contacts Bar. The Media Bar is a drop down menu that gives you a direct access to your music, videos and photos. With the Media Bar, you can directly link to a website or for online sharing. Contacts Bar, on the other hand, is like a feed for your own life. You could highlight up to four of your favorite contacts and track a digital history of previous text messages or emails and photos, and more from these contacts.

With the Nokia 5800 XpressMusic, you get up to 8 Gb of memory, built-in surround stereo speakers and it supports up to 60 languages so people around the world could use this phone. No news as to how much this awesome new mobile phone actually costs.

Nokia 5800 is available in Red, Blue, Black colour and has a talk time of around 9 hours and a standby time of approximately 400 hours. Nokia 5800 provides full support to entertainment. You can play crystal clear music continuously for 35 hours, record and play video continuously for nearly 3.5 hours. It also provides supports a game time of 5.5 hours. Now that’s quite some time for entertainment purpose.

Nokia 5800 has a stunning 3.2” high resolution display. The touchpad of 5800 is really upto the task and its really quick response provides every feature at your finger tips. Nokia 5800 has got a one touch shortcut to crystal clear music and video on a high resolution wide screen display. Nokia 5800 supports 3G connectivity and with its 3.2 megapixel high definition camera you can share your priced moments with your friends.

The dimension, weight and volume of Nokia 5800 are 111 x 51.7 x 15.5 mm, 109 g, 83 cc respectively. Its 3.2” display has a resolution of 640 x 360 pixels and supports a maximum of 16 million colors. Nokia 5800 has got an Accelerometer with a 3D image engine and an aspect ratio of 16:3. The memory details of Nokia 5800 includes 81mb internal memory and a MicroSD memory card of 8 GB which comes along with it in the box and is extendable upto 16 GB.

First Threesome Part 2

alright, the inccident with A and B were my first 3some. however it was not the end. i spent my next 2 weeks exchanging sweet nothings on the sms with B. however, both B and myself came to a conclusion that we could not develop more than anything but friends.

reason being simple, he have the impression that i am a pure top, and so was him. i never really did claim to be a pure top, but just that he never asked me, and he just assumed that i was, during our conversation. though i never agreeded, i never denied. i mean... if he were to ask me: "Are you a PURE TOP?" i mean i would have answered: "No, i am fuckable". but he never did ask, so i just left it as it was. haha not that i am lying right?

so one morning, i received an sms from B, asking me if i am interested to be in a 3some. this time i am smarter, i asked if the other party is a sissy, or if he is cute. haha B merely answered, "Oh i have seen his pic, he is cute alright.." so i decide to trust B's judgement and agreeded to the 3some.... as i just entered army then, so i was actually in a camp, when he sms me, and we made arrangement to meet in the afternoon.

so the next thing i did was... apply Urgent Leave! haha i still remember that i gave some crap reason that my dog was sick and i had to bring him to a vet. i was told to go on Off instead, and no need to apply leave. damn..... if only my encik knew that he gave me off to attend a 3some... :P

so i went off during lunch time, went home to change, and went down to orchard to meet B. B said that he will check into Strands hotel at 3pm. and that he will sms me the number. i was already outside the hotel at 2.45pm.

The thing that felt different this time is that, surprisingly, i am not at all nervous this time round. in fact i was rather at ease. maybe that's the difference between doing with someone you totally don't know, and doing something together with someone you know for a while. the worst to worst scenerio that i can think of, that is if i am unable to get hard, Just be a bottom lor~ haha at least i know that B is more than willing to top me :P

in fact, i have to secretly admit that the idea of B topping me, while someone was forcing his dick down my throat had been stirring in my mind for that whole week. haha *Screams SLUT!!!*

so anyway, B sms me the room number, and i went up the hotel. as expected, i was the first to arrive. this was the first time that i met B again, after that 3some. er..... somehow..... he dun really appear that gorgeous to me anymore. hahaha okie lar. still cute enough for me to get turned on. :P

we decided to wait for the other party , C, to arrive before we start. so we end up chatting for a bit, and he mentioned something to me about the main reason why he chose C to join us. C was the only cute one who was willing to let him fuck RAW. i gasped at the idea of raw sex. okie. that totally kills my crush on him. haha

anyway at around the same moment, someone knocked on the door. C arrived. upon first look, C looked like in his early 20s. short, but slim. and a very boyish face. kindda look a bit like a japanese though. oh i suddenly remembered, i never really described how B looks like.... haha well.... he is tall... standing at about 1.82m, weights 80 kg. and is something like a stocky gym toned. with armani hairstyle and is quite tann.

Anyway B asked both of us if we were okie with each other. C smiled, i nodded and we started touching, kissing and stripping. its as if that B and me knew each other for the longest time. we surrounded C between us, each "attacking" C on one side. slow feeling him and stripping him. C seems to be quite busy turning his head left and right, trying to kiss us on the mouth. so when is head is face B, i would be nibbling on his ears, when he was kissing me, B will be licking him on his neck. soon, C's "tent" was rather visible on his white undies. and....... ya. C have got the cutest butt. small but firm :P

soon, the 3 of us were naked, and C went down to give me a blowjob, but i tot his sucking was too hard. as if trying to suck the life out of me. and i dun think he stretched his jaw enough. maybe cos B and myself were not really "small"... and C had a petite frame, so his bj was a bit painful. i muttered an OUCH... and C automatically opened his jaw bigger to accomodate. it immediately felt more comfortable.

so while C was alternating between blowing me and B, me and B were passionately kissing each other. we were playful in the sense that both of us were trying to get C to blow us longer, so when we felt that C was spending too much time on other party's dick, the other party will just pull C's head to face our direction.

we remained in that standing position for a good 10 mins. before B started to sit down on the bed. this time..... C fully concentrated on blowing B. damn... i'm being outdone! haha so i just bent down, and started licking C on his nipples. his semi soft dick immediately sprang to life! oooooh... so C's g spot is his nipples. :P

we spent the next 30 mins on touching, blowing and carassing. then B brought out a tube of KY and starts fucking C raw... me and C were sort of in a 69 position then but with him kneeling on top of me. so with me at the bottom, i had a CLEAR view of B slowing inserting his dick into C. *WHAT A SIGHT!* i was actually very turned on by the sight! and B was fucking C faster and faster, harder and harder. all these while C was still blowing me. it got quite intense, and C was moaning louder and louder. just when i was about to "explode", B's dick slipped and slipped out of C's arse... and hit onto my forehead! DAMN! anti climax. i think the cum that was going to reach the tip of my dick suddenly shrink back deep into my balls lor~

(for some of you who read my blog, wil know that i have had some "shitty" experience when i 1st try to top someone, that kindda left me scarred for life!) haha Some of the KY + gluey stuff got onto my forehead, and i quickily pushed C away and rushed to the toilet to wash! damn... really anti climax.......

so i quickily washed and came back, was greeted by the sight of B fucking C in a missionary position... so i snug up behind B hugging, feeling his nipples and nibbling at his earlobes, while he fucks C. C's eyes were closed and seem to be in a trance.

then B turned his head towards me and whispered (Sexily!) into my ear : " i really want to see you fuck C...it turns me on.." as i was also quite turned on... so i reached out for the condom on the tableside, and took over B. i i flipped C around and insert into him. doggie style... while B was licking my nipple. and he moved down to blow C. the sex was crazy....
(and dirty!)


after a while i turned C over, and with one of his legs on my shoulder, and one of his leg between my legs, i continue fucking him.... and it was at this point... i saw B moved his dick to C's face.... and C gladly suck on it, all these while B is kissing me.....

Considering the fact that B just Fucked C raw... and now C is slurping on B's dick like no tomorrow..... it felt yucky..... :P so i stopped kissing B.
B then bent down to suck C.


so we were in a position where C was lying on the bed sucking on B's (stained) dick, while B was sucking C, WHILE i was still fucking C. i think C was very turned on.... and he screamed: "I'm Cumming!!" and B moved his head away and started jerking C vigarously. the next thing i know, C's body started jerking uncontrollably and i saw him cumming everywhere. The sight sorta excites me. and i pumped faster and faster.. and i CAME inside C (in the condom of cos....) :
P

so when i took my dick out of C, B quickily reached over and removed the condom for me... and poured all my cum onto C's body, and started rubbing it all over. so in a way... C's cum, mixed with my cum... and mixed with our sweat (me and C seems to sweat quite a lot :P ) was being rubbed all over C's body, from his neck to his pubic....

then B stood up and signal for me to move over.... used the "mixture" as a lub, and started fucking C again. C moan in pleasure or pain i dunno, but he was definately moaning. but based on the fact that he did not push B away, i assume that he was moaning in pleasure. haha i was very much tempted to stuff my semi soft dick into C's mouth though.... but the thought that C just blew B who in turn just did him RAW brought me to my senses. haha and i kept clear from C's mouth and body :P

anyway, they were in missionary position. i was standing over C holding his legs, while B was fucking faster and faster. then B let go of a "Arghhhhhh~~ FUCK!" and his motion slowed down.... (YIKES~ he came inside C WITHOUT a condom!)

after that we lied on the bed motionless for a while, before c stood up and went to wash up. me and B lied motionless on the bed for a while, until he turned to me and muttered:"That was great!" and tried to lean over to kiss me. i avoided his kiss and jumped out of the bed and went into the toilet to wash up too.

i remembered that i was helping C washing the cum off his body. anyway after we both emerge from the bathroom, B went in to wash up. so while me and C were in the room waiting for B, there were dead silence... it was as if both of us were swept over with a deep sense of embarassment, and didn't know what to say.... we were just kay kay meddling with our handphones. (Damn.... why i even forgot to on the TV to ease the silence...)

When C finally spoke, he asked for my number.. remembering that he just let someone did him raw, i was a bit reluctant, but i gave him anyway...

what felt like eternalty, B suddenly emerge from the bathroom.... NAKED. LOL both me and C have each taken a towel... leaving him with no towel. so i threw him my used towel and he started cleaning his body in front of us.

i was observiing him while he was towelling himself dry... tall... tann.... smart.... quite charming.... gym toned... damn he is such a good catch! but the thought that he just did unsafe sex act... and based on his actions.. it must have been not only this ONCE.... it was definately a turn off... i think he killed all fantasies of having him as a boyfriend.. with the raw sex that he just did.

When he was done, we left the place together. C offered to drive me home...however i only let him drive me to the nearest MRT station, and after thanking him politely, i alight from his car.

both B and C did sms me the next few days.... but somehow sensing that i am not interested for another session, nor am i interested in developing anything deeper. they sorta got the hint and i never met them since.

up till this day.... upon reading from news that in singapore, there is average of 1 person being infected with HIV daily. i always think that if B and C were one of them... and i do wonder how are they doing now.

Had i choose to not insisting on wearing a condom, i might not even survive till today. so please note. Unsafe sex acts are definately NOT cool.... do not sacrifice your life, just for that moment of pleasure. You still have your whole life in front of you. do not waste it just like that.

Song Of The Day: Destiny's Child - Brown Eyes

First Threesome

When i was very young, i was always fasinated by the idea of an orgy. the idea of having someone licking my nipples, while another one was face fucking me, and the other one hugging me from behind, all these while i was fucking someone. hmm.... the idea always brought a tingle in my groin.

when i first started meeting ppl for sex, majority of the people i meet, are not into orgy. seem like everyone seeking for ONS in the internet, were spurs of the moment, who wanted sex within the next few hours. Being a shy person that i was, i never really dared to ask too. even if i did, everyone will think that i was joking too anyway. so i never really have the chance to venture into that area.

so one day, as per usual, i log onto G.com and discovered that someone was openly looking for orgy!!! (With place somemore!) i was excited. thus i privated the person. lets call him A. and he happens to have a hotel room available the next day, and he is VERY into orgy. when he was asking about experience, i lied a bit. and almost chicken out...but after showing him my pic, he seems to be quite interested. and he proceed to talk me into it.

with that, i agreeded to an orgy the next day, totally without a clue on who i will be having sex with, be it that guy, or the other parties. i dun't even know how many people will be in the orgy.

So the next day i proceeded with the plan, and went to Meritus Mandarin Hotel. When i reach the lobby, i got cold feet. but decided that since i was already there, i might as well just go up. so i sms A that i have arrived. and waited for further instructions.

it was during this time, that i realise that there was another guy hanging around in the lobby, looking at me. and definately cruising me. he was quite good looking actually.. but my gaydar was not really that strong then, i decided to just ignore him, while stealing a few glances at him once in a while.

it was not long that A sms me back, gave me the room number, and i was instructed to go to the reception counter to tell them i am visiting a friend, and someone will escort me to the room. which i did. at first i do not understand why i have to do that... then i realise... these expensive hotels (THEN) actually require a magnetic card to use the lift. anyway, i was escorted to that floor.

A opened the door to let me in, (Oooo... he was in bathrobe~) glancing him from head to toe... hmm... not exactly my type... but "Do-able". anyway, i was the first to arrive. A was asking me if we wanted to start first, the others will be arriving shortly. and he started kissing me. just when he was trying to unbuckle me, the phone rang, and was informed that another party have arrived.

arriving at the door.... was the cute guy who was cruising me at the lobby! though my facial expression was the same, i was laughing like mad inside :P lets call the new guy B for now.

i was informed that it will only be the 3 of us, other 2 party chickened out at the last minute. so the 3 of us stripped butt naked, me and B were kissing, while A kneeled down to gave us both blowjob at the SAME TIME. hmmm... quite kinky. (hey i was only 19 years old then, these to me were very kinky then!) haha

i was such a "Green Bird" then. but reminding myself about the risk of STD, i didn't really give any blow jobs. Minus the fact that i was really really scared. haha and proven! your body really reacts faster than what your brain thinks.

it was soon that A wanted me to F him. but he said to me in a rather feminine way... and plus i was so stressed that i couldn't perform, and true enough, i started to go soft. LOL anyway feeling very embarassed, i excused myself to the toilet, by doing so, B fucked A instead. i locked myself in the toilet for the next 15 mins. all the while hearing A moaning so loudly!

after B cummed, he came into the toilet to wash up, and i had to let him in. i think B knew that i was uncomfortable about the 3some, and that i purposely lock myself in the toilet. He whispered into my ear that he had already made A cummed. and that i am now "Safe" .....haha my face turned red immediately!

anyway me and B left the room together.. and B started to start a conversation with me. as i was still embarassed over what happened, i was rather quiet, but i did tell him that i was a bit uncomfortable with doing 3some, as it was my first time.

during that short conversation, i know what B was 28 years old, an air steward, and recently just broke off with his bf. then all of a sudden, he asked for my number, saying that he would very much love to have another "session" with me, this time in pvt. (i was like WAH. a yandao asking for my number). which i gladly gives. :P we went our seperate ways when we reach the lobby.

in the MRT home, i was thinking that something must be wrong with me. why is it that i will just suddenly go soft and couldn't get it up? hahaha it even went to a point where i suspect that i am impotent! haha

anyway during that MRT ride, i was on an SMS conversation with A.

A: "hi, are you turned off by me?"
Me: "Er... nope. was just stressed as it was my first time. i'm sorry"
A: "ic, i'm quite interested to do with you again, are you keen?"
Me: "i'm scared i'll go soft again ley..."
A: "Nevermind, we can do it 1 to 1 next time."

and just then.... i received an SMS from B....

B: "Hey cutie, i really enjoyed kissing you. hope that i can kiss you again soon... :) "

hmmm..... so that was my first experience in a so called "Orgy". and of cos... i've participated in other orgies after that, however, thou i managed to redeem myself during other sessions... but one thing never changed. i will start to go soft whenever the btm gets too feminine... well i guess that's just one thing about me that will never change. haha

and.... ya. in case you are wondering.... i never met up with A again.... however i met up with B a few weeks later for another 3some session. but that.... will be another story for another time. :P

Song Of The Day: Madonna - Nothing Really Matters

You Wanna Be On Top?

Season 11 of America Next Top Model have a winner! McKey.

Name: McKey
Age: 19
Hometown: Lake Forest, Illinois
Occupation: Student


The first photo before all the crazy competition and makeover.


This is the first photo shoot of the gals. The theme is election. They are suppose to inspire all the young ppl in america to come out and vote. Each of the girls is supposed to represent a certain element. Mckey was representing "Environment". she was new and didn't know how to post. being a boxer, all she could do was to struck some boxer pose.


this week, the girls are supposed to be hanging on the hot air balloon, featuring some amazing clothes. However, due to wind issues, the balloon was very unstable. thus the ladder were cling into place with a crane. and the balloon were later digitally added in.


This photo were taken after the girls had their make over. McKey was assigned with short black hair. thou it look normal, but i tot the makeover brings out her facial features.


This week, the girls are doing a photo shoot for swimwear.


The girls are photographed "emerging" from the water. kindda like a monster. no one ever will question, why is it that someone emerging from the water....her hair will not get wet.. haha


This week, the girls are to portray a certain natural disaster. McKey is doing "HeatWave".


This week the girls are to portray a certain sterotype at award ceremony. Mckey is portraying the "actress who thinks that she is going to win, but did not".


The remaining 5 gets to go to HOLLAND! the first photoshoot in holland. the girls are posing as something of a high fashion pirate in a real ship.



This week the girls are doing 2 shots each. one in plain, simple, "undiscovered" look. followed by a heavy make up, high fashion look. McKey's signature pose = bashed in the face pose. (which show case her neck). this was also the shot the hints to me that SHE IS GONNA WIN! haha


This week the girls are placed in a traditional windmill background. and they will be in very Avant Garde dress and makeup. a very high fashion shoot.


The Covergirl shot. this shot most likely is already in the billboard in America's Time Square.


Her finale runway walk.


All winner of every cycle will have a shoot with Tyra Banks.


Sidetrack a bit.... What do you think of this gal below?

Name: ISIS
Age: 22
Hometown: Prince George's County, Maryland (currently New York, New York)
Occupation: Program Assistant at a non profit organization












You know what? SHE IS A GUY! and i'm not kidding....

Disclaimer: all above pictures were extracted from http://www.cwtv.com/