Monday, October 27, 2008

Bleach: Soul Carnival

Was surfing through the web just now.... and realised that one of my fav game. BLEACH had released a new game on 23 October. Bleach: Soul Carnival.

Game commercial


this is unlike usual BLEACH: Heat the soul series. this is an RPG game.

what the game is like.


"Based on the hit manga and anime series, Bleach: Soul Carnival is a side-scrolling action game featuring a unique SD graphic style. As Ichigo Kurosaki, you use your sword -- side-scrolling beat-em-up style -- to take on all comers! " -- from gamestats.com

"you take on the role of Ichigo as he runs through a 2D environment that, appeared to be a section of Soul Society. All the characters in the game are drawn in a "chibi" or super-deformed style, which actually worked quite nicely. Ichigo ran through the two-level stage and faced a number of different enemies. The animation looks very nice on the PSP screen.

While not mind-blowing, the style and smoothness of the whole affair was impressive and seemed to fit Sony's handheld nicely. As Ichigo, you can execute a number of combos, including a jumping slash and aerial projectile attack. The system felt a bit like a standard button-masher but it was still satisfying and the artistic style made it enjoyable. " -- from ign.com

seem like a cool game.... will review again after i personally play it. :P

Understudy

Lately been busy with work, so have not been posting much. Exercise period. and damn.. i was so busy that i leave house before sun goes up in the sky... reach home only when the moon is clearly visible in the sky....

damn....

The reason for me being busy is because i was, at the same time, teaching 2 understudy. There were taking over my appointment. i was promoted to take over another appointment.

i never new that my old appointment was THAT demanding... because when i try to hand over my things to my understudy, they totally have no clue on what to do, what to expect, when to do what.... even when i clearly briefed them again and again.

My 2 understudy, lets call them A and B at this point of time, never failed to amaze me. A is very hardworking, though he is a bit slow, he is willing to learn, whenever i task him a specific job, he will really follow through and ensure that there are no lapses on the process. however, he is really slow in learning. and the fact that he cannot multi task. he can only do ONE single thing at a time...

B, is a bright person, however i think his brightness got the better of him. he is unwilling to learn, always MIA (Missing in Action), when ever you task him something to do, it takes him days to do, always trying to find the easy way out. i mean... official tea break time = 15mins, however he always goes for 1 hour tea break, and 2 hours lunch..... that's why he has already been "marked" LOL. all the other seniors are already eyeing him.

i actually have this sign dispalyed on my white board "NO BODY NOTICE WHAT I DO, UNTIL I DON'T DO IT". initially when i displayed that on my board, people were like joking. it was only until recently that they realised that many things starts to go wrong, when i totally handed over my appointment and they realised that their request could not be met within the required time frame. And many things starts to "cock up".

many people are also surprised that.... i have 2 people taking over the job that i was doing... why is it that things are still going wrong? Simple.... that was because.... i single handedly took over the job scope of 3 people last time....

they are also amazed that with 3 person's job scope, i still can find time to clear leave, clear offs, clear "MC" :P. and yet nothing goes wrong. haha baseline, my job is all about stratagic planning and multi tasking... which my understudy can't seems to do. (which i always felt like vomitting blood.)

ya... its been a busy week...but then... somehow felt that i was never appreciated..... until recently. Just did a performance gauge recently by my boss.. was told to expect a bigger bonus by the end of this work year. YEAH~~~~

Things certainly are looking well. :)

Song of the Day: S.H.E -- 安靜了



realised that the guy in the MV looked like my ex.... LOL

Monday, October 20, 2008

Butts

i have once openly declared that a nice butt really turns me on.....


was watching "Janice Dickinson Modelling Agency" season 1 today. and on episode 2, saw this guy Sorin Mihalache, that the agency signed up. thought he was not bad looking.... until they wants him to take off his clothes and pose nude...

 

my jaw dropped.... Superb Body.... Stylish Tatoos... and most important... he have one of the most Delicious Butts! he had a "not too bad" face too...... yummmm.......


This guy's butt is really superb! i could just eat his ass whole night long! hahahaha The bad news is.... this guys stays in Las Vegas.... 

but the good news is....... i am bedding someone (who is obviously in singapore) who owns a even better butt than Sorin, just dun have his bods and tatoo nia :P hahaha

Cystoscopy

Okie... by now, i think almost everyone knows that i have kidney stones....

went to Tan Tok Seng for a Day surgery today. its what doctors call a cystocopy. Cystoscopy is the use of a scope (cystoscope) to examine the bladder. This is done either to look at the bladder for abnormalities or to help with surgery being performed on the inside of the urinary tract.


so i went to the hospital in the afternoon, was asked to put all my belonging in a paper envelope, and told to wait at a sitting lounge. i was hella nervous. afterall, having an instrument pushed up your penis is no man's idea of a good time.

so anyway, when it was my turn, they brought me to this operating theatre, and ask me to take off my pants.. which i did. damn, they do not have a place for you to place yoru stuffs. so i placed my bag on the floor, and my jeans and underwear beside my pillow.

Heng i was wearing a grey Byford underwear today :P dun wanna be caught dead in some torn dirty underwear. haha

so there i was half naked, lying on the bed, showing off my soft dick to about 3 female nurse and a male doctor. the doctor proceed to sterilize me pubic area.... and using a stringe, inserted some liquid (or was it gel) INTO my peehole..... the feeling was weird.. now painful actually.... but really weird that your urine is flowing backward.

then he rub the shaft downwards, letting the fluid flow into my bladder. this point of time, i have the urge to pee... the doc said its normal.... of cos i din pee.. just having that wanna pee feeling.


then the doctor brought out the cystoscope, and insert into my peehole... my eyes were all the while stuck on the TV screen itself, i dared not look down... i mean. just look at that scope! imagine it going into your pee hole..... yucks...

the "weird" feeling was damn intense! i witness the inside of my urinary tract, all the way to the prostate, the doctor said that this is there it will be the most uncomfortable... and IT SURE IS UNCOMFORTABLE! anyway the scope pushed past my prostate and went into my bladder. i almost jerk up of the bed! i was told to relax.... and take deep breath. i was so terrified that i dare not even dare squeeze my muscle... thus all the while i was so worried that i will just start peeing on the operating bed!


the whole procedure was done within 5 mins... and after confirming that i had passed the stone (that was visible in the RMI and ultrasonic test) out from my bladder. he proceed to take the scope out of my penis......

just as the scope was coming out, i could feel fluids (or was it my urine) flowing out of my dick together! i was pai say!

i was advised that later in the night i would feel a bit of a pain, but should heal after a night's rest. told to drink more water, and after cleaning myself... i was lead out of the operating theatre.

felt like there's something stuck in my dick, and a very strong urge to pee..... so i went toilet to pee. The Pain from peeing..... is Excruciating! i almost screamed! but i tried to force my pee out asap... and i could feel some air escaping from my bladder. it felt like i had just shot out a marble from my penis!. and then comes the BURNING PAIN! it felt like the inside of my penis is set on fire!

it was so painful that i had to stand there, over the toilet bowl for a few mins, unable to move! it was horrible! after i managed to zip myself up, i left the toilet went back to the sitting area... but about 2 mins later, i have the sudden urge to go to toilet again. and i rushed to the toilet. it sorta felt like i am unable to control my bladder!. and the burning sensation continues...

i sat there for like.... more than 1/2 hour trying to contain the burning pain, before i was able to leave the place. when i was checking out, i was asking the nurse if it normal for the burning pain. i was told that after a Cystoscopy test, there usually will be an inflamation of the urinary tact.... so when my pee, which is naturally salty pass through it, it will feel like its burning. its just like rubbing salt on open wound.

i was told to drink a lot of water. so as to dilute my urine... and advised to take panadols if the pain gets bad.

with that advise, i left the place, took an MRT home. came home, immediately took some extra strong Panadols, and just lie on my bed, and start to watch TV. i dare not move too much, nor did i dare to go pee! the burning pain finally subsized. dats why i do not wan to "activate" it again. damn. end up i was lying on my bed, watching the whole season 1 of Janice Dickinson Modelling agency. all 10 Episode!

Even now when i am typing... i still am wary when i have the urge to pee. so i will get up, take 2 tabs of extra strong panadol, wait for 10 mins, before i go toilet to pee. damn.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

System Mechanic

Received 2 gift yesterday. one of them is the original DVD of DEVIL WEARS PRADA! haha and the other one is actually a software called System Mechanic. which automatically keeps your PC from lagging and it actually speeds up your computer's speed. 



when you first buy your PC, everything is fast, cos there's not many "unwanted" files inside hogging up excessive precious memory..... but as you use the PC longer and longer, you will install a lot of software, that comes with a lot of "Update Service" triggering software... some of which are totally of no use, and they actually hog up your memory...

post installing this software and letting the software scan and auto fix my "problems" there is a significant speed increase in my PC. i wouldn't say that it have all of a sudden become VERY fast... but then... the change in speed is definately noticeable...

for more details, you can follow the below mentioned link... alternatively, it is sold at Challengers. :P


and to that person who bought me the original software.... thanks. Muaks. :)

Horny when sick or down?

earlier this week, i was somehow feeling very depress. many friends have sent me "take care" sms and message everywhere.... :) am touched...

but i think i need to clarify.... er..... i was depressed not cos i was dumped or anything! haha

its just cos of work + family + financial + health thingy that has brought me to the brink of breakdown. anyway i must start to find new forms of distraction. cannot be playing mahjong everytime when i have a mental breakdown. its a very time consuming (less to speak: expensive) form of distraction. haha

Oh ya.... i have a lot of sex whenever i am feeling down or when i am sick. *hint hint* LOL

like i once told a friend... when you are feeling fucked.... why not physically go fuck or get fucked? and experience the orgasm that comes with it :P.

衰 With Me~~~~~ LOL



The other day when i was looking for the album by Olivia Ong online, i stumbled across this Olivia from philipines.. so Chin Chye get some of her songs too..... my..... am i impressed by her singing..... she had one of the most wonderful voice. think philipines really is famous for Power Voice. remember Regine that duet with Jacky Cheung many many years back.

anyway i tot this rendition of Loving You by olivia is a very very nice jazz version...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

画皮 / 风云决

last weekend, i went and catch this movie "Painted Skin" in the cinema.

ya... i dun really have high expectation for local productions. but somehow, i thought the movie was not too bad.... quite beautifully taken. but i somehow thought that Zhao Wei really looks haggard in the movie...

Zhou Xun on the other hand (The fox spirit) looks innocently pretty. and she does know how to act.... its a maze to me that, dispite her talent and everything, she never made it as big as Zhang Ziyi.

The Male lead was not very convincing though... watching the love story between them, i keep picturing in my mind that, the Guy is a Bi who is torn between his wife and his male lover. hahaha maybe cos that guy looks too AJ. :P i dunno.

another thing i was wondering..... why was the movie even named Painted Skin? all that have been toked about the "skin" is that the fox spirit have to consume men's heart to keep it looking youthful... and only ONE single scene where the fox took off the skin. But with regards to WHY she have to take off her skin all of a sudden, deeply puzzles me. haha maybe the movie title Painted Skin just sounds nice? LOL i dunno....




Another movie that i very much wanted to watch will be the cartoon "Storm Riders". this was a remake of a highly popular hongkong comic. many years ago, it was even made into a movie, starring Aaron Kwok and Ekin Cheng. i have always been a fan of Storm Riders comic. so this cartoon is a DIE DIE MUST WATCH! haha

somehow there's something about the story plot of this comic, that makes you wanna probe deeper and deeper and continue to follow the story line. no wonder this comic is so big.. it is still on going. and already toking about the grandsons of the Lead charactor. haha

Monday, October 13, 2008

Depress

Yesterday was one of the low days of my 28 year life.

it got so bad that i actually felt worthless, like a scum, that my existance in this world is just like a burdon to other people. think my depression is sinking back in....

i dun really wanna go into details.

anyway i tried to do something about it. i went to get a very short haircut. immediately felt better. but my hairs are so short now that its making my face looks rounder! damn....

Song Of The Day: 我不以為 - 陳慧琳

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Olivia Ong

recently i'm kindda into Bossanova Jazz music. heard some songs by this singaporean girl Olivia Ong recently, fell in love with her voice! anyone know where i can get her album? her voice is Beautiful!

Fly Me to the Moon


L.O.V.E


Sweet Memories


All out Of Love


It's Real


The Rose


Lovefool

Supernatural

Met up with a very close fren of mine (Leo) last nite. and while chatting, the topic naturally went to "Supernatural". haha it always does. cos this fren of mine.... has the ability to see ghost....

it was said that why will one have the ability to see ghost? usually means that person had once have an near death experience. half of his body was spilled with boiling water when he was very young. so ever since then, he developed the ability to see ghost.

so going out with him is always like an adventure. its like, while walking on a path, he all of a sudden will pull you to one side. many of us whom have known him long enough, will immediately knows that "something" is coming on the opposite way, and all of us will keep quiet and just follow him...

Story 1

he was also the one who shared with me the story about a "Pasar Malam". many years back, when he was still staying in Ang Mo Kio, Leo and his friend went cycling. and when they cycle pass AMK Park, (the place where the current Drive-thru Mac Donalds is located) he saw that about 150m away there is a pasar malam, teaming with people.

So he casually asked his friend "the pasar malam in front like got many things ley, wan go see see look look a not? but many people, where can we park our bicycle?"

his friend looked back at him, and ask..."in front where got pasar malam???"

Leo looked in front again. before him... there indeed is a Pasar Malam with stalls stretching till the other end of the park, complete with tent and musics.... but apprently, he is the only one who can see it.....

Leo immediately turned and cycled the long way home. his friend sensed that something is wrong.... followed suit without asking....

Creepy.....

Story 2

last night he told me another story....

the brother of his friend also have the ability to see ghost.... so one day late in the nite, that bro decided to walk all the way to Shell Petrol station to buy something to eat (somewhere in woodlands). while walking towards the Petrol station, he saw the figure of a young lady, sitting on TOP of the petrol station. he immediately knew that what he saw was not human.... so he quickily act blur and fastern his pace... after buying his things, he exit the pertol station by the back gate and hurried home.... upon reaching his void deck and entering the lift, "Beep Beep"... he received an sms, from an unknown source (meaning no number display). The following text appeared on his handphone...

"I Know You Saw Me Just Now...."


Story 3

Leo's BF and their friends always like to visit those so called haunted areas in singapore. so they usually will organise trips to places like the old changi hospital....

so one night the whole group of 5 people were bored, and decided to visit the old changi hospital... upon reaching... they were like roaming the area for a while. Leo too did not see anything weird... later another group of people, who were also in the area exploring the place walked pass them. Leo sensed that something was not quite right, thus he looked up at the group of people....

among the group of 7 people, there was this girl with a very small frame. she is very slim and short. haha in case you are wondering....Nope, she is not the ghost.... she was toking and playing around with her group of friends. But what Leo saw , which was invisible to other people, was that.... another GIRL was like clinging over her shoulders. its just like she was hugging over the neck from behind.... but the tiny frame girl was still walking and toking like nothing happened! (that reminds me of the scene from the movie SHUTTER). Leo later told me that he suspected that the girl was having her period, thus attracting the ghost....

Leo immediately signalled his frens to leave the place...
the turned and walked back the way that they came.... but to walk back the way they came... they have to pass by another room.
The Mortuary. The door of the mortuary was opened, and there were incense and fruits offering left on the "Table" of the room. but Leo saw a pair of naked feet on the opposite side of the table.... so unless the person is less than 1 meter short. or there should be a body visible.... anyway as they are already leaving the place, and the friends showed no interest that they wanted to enter the room, so leo kept quiet and continue moving along with the crowd...

Next they came to this T junction in the corridor. as they were inside the building, and it was very dark, leo's bf, used his handphone to shine on the path in front.... From left... to right.... and back to left again. the wall in front was like 2-3 meters away from the group. and while shining.... leo saw the exact same ghost, that was clinging onto the girl just now, curled up squatting on the ground in front of them! Leo freaked out. and quickily grab the closest 2 person nearest to him and ran the opposite way....

they later found another way that directly exits the hospital....

Biangz... after he told me the story last night, my hairs were standing! all the way feeling weird on the cab ride home... LOL

Ek!!!!!! just when i was posting this entree.... someone informed me and told me that Yishun MRT, someone committed suicide!!! train service stopped!!!!!!!

Song Of The Creepy Day :P

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Humidifier

the last weekend that just past, i received a present. a Humidifier~ haha as i was always complaining that my room was very dry, due to the constantly ON aircon, someone actually went and bought me this humidifier.


i tot was very cute. the Pig, giving you a wink. haha anyway 2 bottles of those aroma liquid was thrown in too, which i have to add to the water, so when it starts to mist, the aroma will fill the whole room too.

i simply love it. haha

lately keep listenting to this hokkien song. (Cheena i know) but i tot its very nice.

江惠 -- 家後

Friday, October 3, 2008

Caught By "Friends"

was on the phone with a good friend yesterday afternoon. was informed that one day, after a movie, he and his bf decided to steal a kiss with each other while in the car (in the carpark). a while later, a friend of his bf, send his bf an sms... telling him that he saw "everything". apprently he and his wife happened to pass by the place, and saw them kissing in the car....

think both of them was very disturbed. cos his bf's friend did not know that he was gay. i din really know the whole story, cos i have not toked to the bf yet. but from my friend's voice, could hear that he felt quite bad.

i dunno about his bf... but when i chose to OUT myself to my very close str8 friends many years back, i was already mentally prepared to lose some of my str8 friends in the process. Afterall, not all can be that understanding. i am lucky in the sense that initially my str8 friends are urging me to break off with my bf then. but after a while, i introed my bf to them, they seem to have quite a good impression of him. to the extend that they are all complaining that i was bullying my bf then. (They were siding with him!)

your True friends will accept you for who you really are. those who don't, only treats you as a casual friend. you do not live your life for your friends.

i mean.... put it in this way..... when you know your friends, you already like guys.... so what difference is it gonna make, upon knowing that you are gay? you being gay, does not makes you a murderer overnight. being gay does not make you going around extorting people suddenly. when they know you, you are already like that, after they know you are gay, you are still that exactly same person whom they knew earlier. the only difference is that, they did not know you are gay then, and they do now. it should make your friendship bonds ever more tightly. not cut you off completely.

at the end of the day, what i wanna say is.... Friends who cannot like you for who you are... do not deserve your friendship. dun waste too much time brooding over him/her. they are just people who likes to judge and bitch.

they don't live your life for you, they dun pay your bills for you, they dun "Cum" for you :P thus... they shouldn't decide your life for you......

just my 2 cent's worth.

A Song for my friend and his bf.

周杰倫 - 暗號

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Creative Photo

Haven't been blogging for the past 1 week plus. think some of my friends who have been following my blog is kindda worried. haha received quite a number of sms asking if i am okie...

:) thank you everyone. i am fine. was down with flu, and busy with work and stuffs. that's all. :)

i passed by Raffles City the other day, and saw quite a number of ppl gathering at one of the corner, so being the kay poh person that i am, i went over to have a look... they were all looking at the below photo that is being hung on the outer wall of the building.



i though the pic looks like a little girl, with a panda standing beside her.... then i realised that there actually are 2 box, and many people are in a queue. so i went in to have a look too...


When i went into the Blue box, and look at the pic again through the blue glass....this is what i see.....



When i went into the Red box.... this is what i see....



Simply amazing... a 3 in 1 photo. haha