Song Dedication.

Was toking to ah chat this afternoon, suddenly felt an urge and i told him i will be dedicating a song to him this evening. so here goes....

Ah Chat a.k.a Btm40:

Hard to describe this person. i remember when i first know him, i actually have not much of a liking towards him. Maybe its because of the preception i had about him, over the internet. But as i attended more and more gatherings, i discovered that ah chat is actually a very pure being. (other than the basic animal instincts of wanting sex LOL ) 他待人很真， 不做作. i seldom felt that comfortable around anyone.

of cos, almost everyone knows by now that i simply love teasing him. :) whenever i start to tease him, he will suddenly blush and quickily look away not knowing how to react. haha which i find absolutly adorable.

Ah Chat is a very nice friend to have, not only is he not calculative, He will console you when you are sad, he will tell you lame jokes when you are bored, and more importantly. he will ALWAYS be there. (in IRC) hehe so do chat him up if you happens to be in BW chatroom :)

by the way, i need to claim credit... i was the FIRST person who realised that he will look very good upon changing his specs. hehehe so now, post changing his specs and clothings.. he is one of the most popular guys in BW~ :P

i hereby dedicate the following song to our one and only Ah Chat. a.k.a Btm40. (chat~ i know your cheena no good, so purposely choose you a jap song! see i so thoughtful~~ :P)

The Warm Verse - by Le Couple




Would like to use this opportunity to dedicate a few more songs to a few more friends. thanks for being there for me.


Taka, LupCheong, NFB.

My regular mahjong kahkis, dun think i wanna say much more, as i have previously made a posting entirely on these 3 person. haha

just wanna say thanks for being there for me, and thanks for all the accomodations, when i suddenly request for mahjong even at the most craziest hours. :) thanks for putting up with my weird tempremental self when playing mahjong with me. :)

有你真好



Asura

i once dedicated this song to you when you were feeling down... i am really happy for you, now that you have finally found the love that you truely deserve. :) thanks for your care and concern.
陶子-女人心事



GuyEast40

have chatted with him like... forever. but have never met :) felt very comfortable chatting with him. can basically tell him a lot of problems, knowing that he will definately understand. :) thanks for being such a good listener :) that i always forget my wall of defense when i talk to you. :)

范瑋琪 - 可不可以不勇敢



Buaya

haha i know you were upset when i did not mention you in my previous postings. i once told you, what i find the lyrics in this song very matchy with our situation, (ie, when i first saw you i dun like you, who knows we became quite close frens later in life...) so i decided to reserve this song for you this time :)

and yes lar.... you are an important friend to me lar, if not, i wouldn't have took urgent leave and rushed down to send you to see doc when you were sick the other time :) your house and my house isn't really near hor. some things no need say out loud wan :) so dun upset liao lar. hehehe thanks for being a friend.

一個像夏天一個像秋天



Stoner

Yes.... i am dedicating this song to myself. to remind myself that i am surrounded by many nice friends. 该知足了！(",)

潘嘉丽 - 在世界中心



lastly i would like to dedicate the following song to a Special Someone. Thanks for the lovely memory. :)

黎瑞恩-秘密

Dick Size

last night, someone told me that over IRC, some friends and some readers of my blog were openly discussing the size of my dick.... in the Main.

when i logged on later in the night, another friend was telling me about it. i was like. "Wow... since when have my dick became a discussion topic?" i was definately amused. haha

i mean, why speculate about my dick when you could just ask me directly? haha

erm. i herely would like to clarify that.. my dick is just average. i am not that monsterous of a size as you people have imagined. Maybe slightly above average, and no one have complained before. :P i'm uncut, and i am a "grower" haha yeap i'm quite satisfied with my dick. thank you. haha i always console myself that... what i lose in length, i gain in girth. :P

when i say i am a grower, that means my dick is very small when not erected. haha i sometimes do envy those "Show-er", meaning, their dick is the same size be it soft or hard. these are the type of people, who can freely/ openly visit "Skin Nite" showing what they've got to the whole world proudly. haha

though i am satisfied with my dick, but erm... i am shy to openly show my dick when i am soft. :P dats also one of the reason why you will never catch me visiting suanas on "Nude Night". haha cos i will not be able to maintain hard on for the WHOLE NITE. haha age is catching up on me...

i do not like cleanly shaven pubs, this always never fails to give me skin irritations. Thus i keep my pubs nicely trimmed. haha NOPE, not that i will not be able to find my soft dick among the bushes, if that's what you are thinking. :P hahaha but erm, i just like to keep them neat :P

Secret of the day: a nicely trimmed pubs will make your dick appear larger. :P dun believe? trim it!

Song Of The Day: Gem -- Its Amazing (SNTC OST)




PS: the song title have no pun intended :P

X-minimax Stereo Speakers

a few months ago, i recommended the X-mini capsule speaker in my blog, and i labelled it as a "Value For Money" gadget.

guess what? x-mini recently just recently launched another range of capsules. called X-minimax.

the good thing about this capsule, is that they do not require external power. the built in battery can ensure you a good 8-10 hours of continuous play upon one full charge. The battery in the pic is just for demonstration on the actual size of the speakers. it is not the speaker's battery.

I can confidently say that this is one of the best sounding-per-ounce set of speakers on the market today, that is to say, after taking into consideration the basic limitations of such a small package, the main mission of portability for this product, and the price range it is offered in.

The two speakers weigh in at just 100grams, and when closed and stuck together using the integrated magnets, measures a tiny 52 x 52 x 70 mm.

A combined charger/signal cable is included in the package, plus a felt carrying case.


The speakers “unlock” to form accordion – like speaker bodies, giving off a noticeable improvement in bass response from the closed position.

Although its performance is far from “excellent”, the level of “good enough” that it reached is more than adequate considering its portable nature and small build. you should compare these speakers with those big gigantic ones that comes with a sub woofer. but those will cost you a minimum of $150. and is not portable.

i bought mine for $60 at Challenger. its retail price is $69. well. not really bought by me lar. it was a gift :P

the only thing i do not like is the cables. can be a ted messy. but then, i was quite impressed with the sound. stereo. i have tested the sounds against those of X-mini, there IS a difference. and imagine i already was impressed by X-mini.

i actually bought another splitter, and connect all 3 speakers together, felt as if i was having a 5.1 surround sound system. hehe

Doughnalisa

Yup you did not read wrongly..... last weekend i was walking around at vivocity, and just outside the donut shop i spotted this poster... tot was rather cute.. at first glance.... i tot it was a chubby version of Monalisa. LOL on closer look.. the face is actually of Donuts~ interesting.




ever felt so lonely in the night that its hard to fall asleep? would like to dedicate the below song to a Special Someone. :)

Crush

How often do you have a crush on someone?

Why do you have a crush on someone?

Is it possible to have a crush on someone whom, you didn't think it was possible for you to like?

some people tends to have a crush on someone easily, but some people tends to freak out that they are having a crush on people.

Stoner is the latter. not that i always have crushes on people, the very last time was about 7 years back ba. when i had a crush on one of my ONS.

Stoner tends to avoid all forms of contacts if he have a crush on someone. i would avoid all forms of eye contacts, avoid being within 10 foot from that person. you will not hear me talk to that person.

ie to say.... if within a big room, and you discover that i am avoiding you. that usually would means either one of the below 2 things.

1) i detest you. so keep away.....

2) i like you and i dunno how to react around you, without you finding me weird.

its kindda amazing to know that 2 extremely different feelings leads to the same results.

but the most scary part is that.... those whom i like, usually thinks that i detest them......

and those whom i dun like, insist that i am just denying my feelings for them. *roll eyes*


Song Of The Day: Close to you - Utada Hikaru

那些女孩教我的事

nope no stories today.

would like to recommend a song to everyone. its actually a very simple song with simple rythem, but somehow, something about this song kindda touched me. maybe its the MV... maybe its the lyrics... i dunno..... gosh. i'm getting sentimental again.....

那些女孩教我的事



要不是你让想念
猖狂打破天窗
我不会发现
枕头上的荒凉

以为你就是故乡
却变成我的流浪
谁的傍晚
是谁的天亮

十九八七六十六亿人
同时狂欢
五四三二一个人
倒数孤单

回忆的拥挤广场
假装你还在身旁
就像你最爱
依赖我的肩膀

第一行诗的狂妄
第一首歌的难忘
第一次吻你的唇
你的倔强

第一颗流星灿烂
第一个天真愿望
第一个诺言
美丽的荒唐

你教我爱的善良
你教我恨的野蛮
你教我忘记
该忘伤心太伤

那些你教我的事
让思念更苦更长
只想问 想念的
想念的 想念的你
怎么样

爱情是信仰
或只能是旅途风光
那女孩带我漫游
一次天堂
你教我怎么爱上
却没教怎么遗忘
让我的阳光
都变成了泪光

Interview On Me....

wow...... my friend SotongBall, who is the owner of his rather popular blog, decided to feature me for his "Menday" issue, in his blog.

think this is the first time someone actually sits down to conduct an interview on me :P. its such a honour.

to read more about the interview, click on the below link.


My Interview

PS: i personally thought that STB have a great and humourous way of writing stuffs. do spend some times to go through his other postings too. :)

Fierce Competition

7 years, when i decided to settle down and get attached, i actually have quite a few options on who to settle down with.

haha ya... although i'm not cute or handsome, but mind you. i'm not really that ugly also hor. hehehe

anyway, i shortlisted down to 2 guys then.

Contestant No. 1: "A" is a 28 year old air force pilot, drives a nissan sunny, a plain simple guy, who always gives in to me. although he stays in Jurong, but he always travels down to Yishun just to accompany me for a meal, movie, or just to pick me up. he was very sincere, and willing to go through quite a lot for me. How i got to know him is also through gay.com, he used to be quite a regular there, and one day, he and another friend of mine decided to meet for lunch and movie. and my fren invited me along. i think he told my friend that he find my online personality attractive. so upon meeting, my friend said that he couldn't join us due to last min appointment. so that leaves just me and A for lunch and movie.

A is a very nice sweet guy. he seem to be those sort of ppl without any temper. As my working hours were quite irregular then, there were once he told me that he is on leave. but then his office keeps calling him.... later then i know... he actaully took MC so that he could meet up with me. though i must say, his sincerity and pureness did touched me. but somehow he was too obsessed with me for his own good. the thing about A is that..... when anything did not goes well.... he will tell me that "he have a hinch that he will not see me again after this". there are no self confidence at all..initially i will tell him not to think like that.... but later, i seems to hear that quite often. it was getting on my nerves. A is actually quite "my type" minus his acne prone skin.


Contestant No. 2: "B" was a 32 year old executive. drives a toyota corolla. another simple guy, who also gives in to me. he stays in yishun too. actually his place and my place was just within walking distance. How i got to know B was quite amusing.. i have chatted with him in gay.com before, and exchanged quite a few emails. but din keep in contact, cos post sending him my pics, he did not send me his.. . then 1/2 year later, he spotted me in Taboo. and tried to cruise me. but i totally took no notice of him. he tot he find me familiar, and he went home and ransack through his emails. and found my pic. and emailed me again....

B is another simple guy (ya. i have a taste for simple guys). B is not my type to began with, have bad dress sense, his jokes are lame. haha seems like i have quite a lot to complain about him. but the thing about B is that he really really treat me very well. at a point of time, when i was prepared to break away from him, i would just pull a black face, and make life difficult for him. when he made me angry on the phone, he actaully drives over to my carpark just to ensure that i am not pissed with him.

initially, B was driving his father's honda civic. so he don't always have car access. but at that point of time, i was not really into him, so, i usually decline his invitation to go far. and guess what..... he went to buy a new car... and drove me to or fro work daily, without fail. B knows that i am just neutral towards him, but he told me that, although i might not like him, but i cannot stop him from liking me. he was just hoping for a chance that i might change my mind. even if things do not work out in the end, at least, we did share some happy moments together. (quite touched)


Winner: i chose B in the end. almost all my frens whom have met B, highlighted to me in exclaimation "Wah he really treat you very good hor? Don't always bully him...". Although B was not really my type of guy, with many flaws, but his sincerity and eagerness to please, makes me feels secure around him. i did not try to change him, but then he refuse to buy any clothings with my approval "stamp". he usually will "test water", things he knows i dun like, he will not do in front of me. my words usually becomes a final order to him. i must say, i really felt like a king when with him. what more can a guy ask for?

And as for A, i could only say i am sorry. although A was also willing to go to miles for me. but during the course, i though that he was a bit self-distructing.

The main difference between A and B is that....... although both happily revolves their lives around me. A is my type, B is not. but then... when i am angry/upset. A will start to blame himself for making me angry, and start being angry with himself on why he even do certain things that i do not like.

B on the other hand, although is not really my type to begin with, but when i am angry, he always tries his best to soften the situation. even after some humiliation from me..... he is still willing to stick by me. this is one of the main reason why i settled with B in the end.

A was not handling the outcome very well..... and not long later, he accepted an oversea detachment and left singapore. and i didn't hear from him since. whenever i think of A, a very strong guilt never fails to overwhelm me.

yeap.... so now you know...... i like people who are persistant. and just for the record, i was attached with B for 6 years. :P

which is why i always tell people, the person you like might not be the one you will end up with, but the person you end up with, usually is the one who touched you the most. :)

First Top Encounter...

i think i briefly posted my first top experience in BW forum before. but then, a few people have been asking me to post my first top experience, so here goes....

when i was around 17yrs old, there were once, my classmates decided to organise a BBQ at east coast... so the whole lot of us went there and "tonn" overnight. many of the female classmates brought their bf along. one of them actually stays around eat coast park, thus he cycled there.

at around 2am, i borrowed the bicycle and cycled all the way from mac donalds to fort road roundabout. i was practically cycling for more than 1/2 hour! damn. i din know that the cycling track is sooooo damn long. haha anyway by the time i reach fort road, i dare not enter. in the past, there were no carpark yet, all there is, is a path leading into the forest....

ya. i cycled all the way there, but dare not enter. so i detour to Katong park instead.

i found a bench and just sit down there, with my bicycle in tow. after a while, i realised that katong park actually is very cruisy. many people were walking around. there were this particular guy, in his 30s, approached me.

though i was a virgin then, but i am fully aware of what is going on. this guy is trying to cruise me. anyway i chatted with him for a while.

he dare not bring up the topic also,and as he is a vietnamese chinese, his english was only "half bucket". and we just sit there for like 1/2 hour. until i got fed up. i stood up and said i was about to leave.

finally he popped the question. "hey.. you wanna go somewhere private?"

i asked "where?" and he pointed towards the direction of fort road.

initially i thought he wanted to go to fort road, i was quite excited. finally get a chance to go into fort road.

then when we were at the traffic light.... he suddenly detour into the bushes under the expressway. i was taken aback. i din know that there actually is a path inside... so i followed (with my bicycle in tow, i do not have any lock!)

anyway..... inside the bushes, under the expressway, he first start to feel me up... and i was feeling him through his jeans... after he unbuttoned me and took out my tool, he squat in front of me and started blowing me... that was actually the first time i was blown by a guy. hm....... nice. he actually was very good with his tongue i must say. brushing against all the sensitive spots like a pro...

As he was squatting in front of me, i couldn't reached his dick...... but i can see in the dim lights that he was jacking himself off while blowing me. all i could grab hold on, was his head... i pushed his head harder and harder, until i was face fucking him. i was kindda turned on actually.

then he suddenly stood up and told me that he loved my dick and if i want to fuck him. i replied that i have no condoms.. he say he have. and then proceed to wear the condoms for me.

then he turn over and just start to insert my dick into his arse... while we were both standing up. i was quite surprised, as i did not see him applying any lub or saliver onto his arse (this i later know..... many btms actually pre-lubbed their arse before going cruising) its either that, he was just fucked by someone else earlier. but then, i remembered that he was rather "loose". my first experience as a top, and i din really feel the urge to cum very fast. haha

true enough. my dick went in with ease... mind you.... mine is not really small.... so i was quite surprised that it went in without any problems. this confirmed that he was just fucked previously. i started doing him doggy style... and he started moaning....but then, i remembered that he was rather "loose". my first experience as a top, and i din really feel the urge to cum very fast. haha

he got so loud that i actually have to reach over to over his mouth.... and i think that excites him even more.... and he was moaning even louder. i was a bit horrified, and after a while, as my eyes got accustomed to the darkness, i realised that a few people actually have gathered around us watching the show.

what you expect me to do, i was fucking him halfway, and i was using my dick to think then, so i continued. then i heard some things dripped onto the grass patch under me... i immediately know what...

HIS SHIT WAS LEAKING OUT! horrible! then the next thing i know, he say he is cumming... and i fucked him harder and came inside him. think we both came at the same time ba.... after i came, i tried to pull my dick out of his arse.....

upon pulling out, i heard more stuffs dripped onto the grass patch below... immediately i know it. he leaked again. i was actually very concerned. as my jeans were at my ankle.... so there is a chance that his waste matter could dripped onto my jeans! but in the dark, i couldn;t really see.....

so after we are done, i merely took off the condoms, gave my dick a few jerk and pulled up my underwear and jeans, prior wearing them, i tried to feel for any "unwanted" stuffs on it.

then i got my bicycle and we left the flyover. we went back to katong park actually, but i tot it was rather rude if i just rush to toilet to check. so i hang around there for a while, before saying that i need to go.....

i quickily rode to a deserted place, and pulled down my jeans to inspect........

Yucks! my pubic hair is stained with his shit!!!!!! and i actaully can see stains on my dick! (double yucks!)

fearing that i might run into him if i go back to katong park's toilet, i quickily rode to another toilet. and spent the next few mins washing my dick at the basin in the open. yucks....

then i went back to join my classmates. where we toked cock and hang around till next morning 7am. then we took a bus home..

i reached home at 9 plus.... rushed to the toilet, took off everything... Yucks! a little bit of shit was stained at my balls......

spent the next 1 hour plus in the toilet washing and rewashing and rewashing. i even went to the extend of using dettol!

so ya... that's my first experience as a Top. and also my first sexual experience with a guy..... GROSS........

Apologies

today is a sentimental day.

met up with a fren, whom i know have like me for a very long time. due to certain circumstances, i cannot like him back.

and although i have all along known that he liked me, i choose to avoid the issue all these while. nah. don't get me wrong, i did tell him before that we are impossible. i was quite taken aback when i learn that he still likes me after so long. anyway my fren is seeing someone now. :) best wishes for him. i'm sure he'll treat you better than i ever can. :)

the meeting with him actually triggered me into thinking.. why is it that people likes me? i never thought of myself as good looking, i never think that i am charming, i'm not extremely sociable. maybe cos i'm stocky, and i'm str8 acting ba.... i have been looking for answers for long time. many people do not like me at first sight, but did tell me that they think i look better and better the longer they look at me.

was chatting with another fren over the internet the other day, and he suddenly told me the following.

"i read one of your entries asking yourself what other people see in you"

"you have a very distinct smoky look which is very sexy"

"maybe its the eyes or the way you look at people.. also, your body language"

at that point of time, this fren of mine, have met me once.... recently he have met me for the 2nd time, i wonder if he still thinks the same. haha anyway. thanks for the compliment. :)

Another friend told me that its because i make people feel very comfortable in my presence. which is rather contridicting again. cos i know that people is intimidated by me.

anyway...... seriously..... to anyone reading this.....if i have ever broke your heart, with or without me knowing about it........ i'm hereby express my deepest apologies..... i might had broke your heart, when you thought that everything was going well, i might have broke your heart when you least expects it....... i have not meant for things to turn out this way. once again deepest apologies.........Best Wishes.


Song Of The Day: 梁靜茹《為我好》

When Love Fades....

Do you believe in LTR?

Well, i don't. i believes that Fairytale, that comprises of the 2 charactors living happily ever after are just a fantasies, created by people who were heart-broken. Trying to encourage themselves that their next relationships will be similar to their fantasies.

how long is considered Long-Term? how do you differnciate a very short Long-Term, and a very long Short-Term relationships?

Every couple falls in love with the hope that their love will last forever. but nothing lasts forever. You might argue that you once read somewhere that whose love for someone else is forever. but they are now what you studied in your secondary school. they are now called HISTORY.

as i quoted in my previous posting, the affection you feel for someone suddenly, is called crush. a crush is actually just a chemical reaction that is caused by your brain. and that chemical reaction only lasts up to 2 years.

Love fades. no matter how hard you try to keep it interesting.

The interest of human beings is something very complex. what you gets easily, you will never cherish it. its just like a piece of steak that you won in a lucky draw. it will never taste better than the ones you paid for. People tends to take things for granted. its just in human nature.

who you always ended up with, usually are not the ones that you truely like. but yet, those you truely like, never seem to like you back.

many have dated people whom they dun mind. but as times goes by, they got so accustomed to it that they find it impossible to break away from the relationship.

i have known of many cases where even the most devoted bf strays to temptation.

My theory in dating. as long as i dun detest that person. i am quite willing to give people chances for people who likes me. it may be just a simple plain dinner, or it could be just a sleep over, or it could even be sex.

i am capable of doing either Open relationship, or monogamy. however, it must be decided upfront. before i commit myself to the relationship.

many people do not believes that i can be very monogamy, given my experience and my motto. Well. proven that i could. only if i feel its worth it.

someone once told me that they feel very insecure when being with me. as if i have the tendercy to dump them anytime. one even told me that its like a feeling of having a time bomb tied to his body. not knowing when that bomb will suddenly explode.

underneath my strong and careless appearance, actually lies a soft and fragile interior. yeap, i am quite well know for being heartless when required, i am well know for building a wall between me and others. that, all are actaully my form of self protection.

i can get over an emotion outbreak in 24 hours now. but like i always said. i am TRAINED to become like that. i shall not go into details on what i have to go through to get there. yeap, i can control my sadness, but that doesn't mean that i feel nothing. but just that overtime, i have discovered that, the more sadness you show on your face, the more difficult it will be to get over a relationship.

and yes, even if you were the one who wanted to end the relationship, you will be sad too.

people always have a misconception that, the party who initiated the breaks off, will not be as sad as the one being dumped. Wrong. the emotional attachment between 2 parties are not built overnight. they too have taken quite a number of procedures and time to come to that stage. it is painful for both party that a relationship have to end. just that one party is willing to face reality earlier.

whenever my friends are being dumped by their lovers, and they start going on and on about how much more they can give to the relationship, and start listing me a very long list of, "What Ifs" in self pity.

i merely tell them coldly, there are no What Ifs. its your rights to feel sad. its your rights to even cry. but then, after you have released your emotions, live goes on. Do Not keep going round in circles, about your What Ifs.. its become a reality that he no longer loves you, he loves someone else now. handle the situation with grace.

i simply can't stand those who use their lives to threaten their partner into going back to them. i mean... what meaning is there? he is only with you, cos he do not want to be responsible for your life. what's the point of having him, when his heart is no longer with you?

and i can only say, the more drama you are, the more impossible it is for him to come back to you.

Love shouldn't becomes hate. afterall, the 2 people did not come together overnight. they both went through a long period of "get to know" sequence... When the love cease to do its magic, let it naturally turns into a love for a friend. afterall, nobody know you more than he do, and vice versa. dun throw everything down the drain by going around bad mouthing him. what happened when the 2 of you are in pvt, shall remain in pvt.

many people realised that they do not know much about my past, is simply cos i do not like to talk about it too much.

Yes, you can let go to your close friends...... but not to every tom dick and harry that you cross path with.

i've come across people whom, upon being asked "what happened?" they will go on and on and on about how bad their ex treated them, how good they were to their ex, and what their ex did to them... blah blah blah... at the end of the day, what do you gain from telling people how bad your ex was? are you hoping that it will elevate your ethics? nah..... it will only show people how drama you can be. it will only reflects how narrow minded you really are....

okie. i'm getting too sentimental tonite i guess.....

Song Of The Day: Vonda Shepard - Baby, Don't You Break My Heart Slow

BW Chalet

last year i joined BW as a member, and attended their 2nd anniversary party, which was hosted in a KTV......

so fast.... another year passed liao. and BW just celebrated their 3rd anniversary in a chalet.

looking back, i have made friends with quite a few BWers, some even became quite close friends with me, due to the regular mahjong sessions. (Read: Top 3 haha)

anyway, me and taka went to the chalet together at around 5pm. it was really a torture trying to find our way to the chalet. me and taka got off the bus based on my instincts, as we totally have no clue where is the place. when we finally got off the bus, i called LC and he told me a road name. which.... HENG AH!..... is just opposite the road nia. haha (started the night very Luckily!) haha however, the road up the chalet was hell.... ALL Up-slopes~ anyway we finally managed to locate the unit, again based on my primative instinct. haha (must rem to buy toto based on my instinct in future) and already, NFB, Lupcheong, Asura, chubbyboi, stb, SS, ah chat and friend were there.

me and taka greeted everyone.... and we went around exploring the place... for pictures of the place, please refer to my fren LupCheong's blog

Were a tiny bit disappointed with the place, haha compared to the chalet by Cougar last year, it was quite run down... but then, it feels quite homely lar. mostly due to the company we had there.

1/2 hour later.. we decided to start our mahjong without delay! haha it was afterall our prime motive, when we decided to go one day earlier. LC and myself quickily went upstairs to secure an aircon room to ourself, and we assembled the mahjong table that LC brought along for us. (It was really matchy with the furniture in the room!!! haha) LC, NFB , Taka and myself, quickily got comfortable and started our mahjong. anyway this time round, we were playing "Who throw who pay all". meaning, only the thrower will have to pay for himself, and the other 2 player, to the winner.!!! every game kenna BAO~ haha exciting and quite addictive.

we soon realised that downstairs at the living room, another mahjong table have started too. haha the beginners table.

the beginners table only played one round of mahjong, and they went to watch movie. by the time they came back from movie.... we were still playing mahjong! (so satisfying!) haha okie. i think i'm a mahjong addict. i gave up "Dark Knights" for mahjong!

after our mahjong ended, i went over to the next room and started the drinking session with Tampy, Ss, ah fren and elmo. ah chat was sitting there watching us. we were playing card games, the loser will have to drink whatever amount of whisky that the winner pours. that was when it was getting fun. no matter how hard we try, ah chat simply refuse to drink with us. haha

Elmo was the first one to show sign that he was high. haha he was drinking ever slowly from the plastic cup! slowing words that came out of his mouth becomes mumble. But he keep insisting that he was not drunk. haha

Tampy was next. but then the thing about tampy is that... when he becomes drunk, he falls asleep. and he ends up sleeping on the floor hugging a pillow. SS , buaya and myself took turns disturbing him.

slowly the room gets more and more crowded, OB, nfb, Taka and a few others (sorry i cannot remember who. i was drunk too!) started joining in. (Taka did not drink though.) then OB starts to get high too.

by now me and SS were only about 10% sober. haha i remembered that OB was disturbing SS.

Biangz, i really take my hats off ah fren. not only did he drinks for himself, he was drinking for NFB. drank half for OB, tried to make me drink by drinking another cup himself first. haha This young guy really can drink!

i remember NFB did an impersionation of.. SPORTY SPICE! haha we were all laughing like crazy. nfb really went all out to entertain us. haha he was a CLASSIC! i think almost everyone who stayed at the chalet will remember that. haha it was so damn funny. oh ya, throughout the stay, NFB really went all out to make sure no one starves. when i grow old and alone, haha i will sure request for him to be my flatmate! haha

i remember that the drinking stopped, only when everyone was almost dead drunk. and we could actually see the sun raising. everyone just went back to their own room and sleep.

haha i think i slept for about 2-3 hours, and i woke up having the urge to pee. post peeing, i went into every room to look for Taka, cos he have to work, and i have no idea where is he. anyway i later discovered that he have went to work already.

(Names have been edited to protect the identity of the individuals, room numbers have been shuffled to protect the identity of the individuals sleeping in that room) hahaha

in my room, 2 single bed have been pushed together, to form a big bed. and 4 ppl including myself were sleeping on it. haha one of the guy were wrapped up in a cacoon! haha from head to toe wrapped up in blankets. haha

i went into room Alpha. first i was surprised to see A sleeping alone in the room on a Queen size bed.. then i realised why.. the snoring.. Woah. happening!

next i went into room Bravo. woah.....2 people were sharing a queen size bed. one of them using another party as a human bolster....

then i proceed to the last room...so unhappening... the 2 single beds were each occupied by only one person. haha

next i proceed downstairs... someone was sleeping at the sofa...

then i went to the kitchen to get some drinks, only to discover that someone have lined up 4 dining chair and were sleeping on it!~ poor thing. haha

for the party that took place on that very night, please refer to the blog of my friend.
Sotongball blog

i only wanted to add in.... right before the party took place.... a few other regulars whom did not stay overnight, came early, so they were watching us play mahjong. somehow ended up with 2 ppl playing strip mahjong! hahaha one of them stripped to become topless... the other party stripped till his boxers!!! (but that was cause he insisted that his glasses, rings and necklace is also considered a clothing item. :P) if not, he would have become butt naked by then. haha

during the party games, wah. i realised that quite a number of people actually really reads what i wrote in my blog siar. haha no one is willing to shake my right hands too. hahaha

and.... yes.....someone did ask for my number after the party. :P


anyway. would like to dedicate the below song to a Special Someone. thks for everything.

棱角 = Vulgar

Was listening to this song..... and towards the back part.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!

She sang "世界可以抹去我的Lan Jiao" !!!!! so happening! ahaha quickily go find the lyrics..... and discovered its actually "世界可以抹去我的棱角“

so Farney! haha anyway the part is at 3.44min of the below mtv. :P dun believe? go listen to it yourself!

An Interesting Theory.

what are the things that you will be comfortable to do with your partner?

will you eat his leftover food?

will you use his bath towels?

will you wear his clothes?

will you drink from his cup?

i have a friend, whom, refuse to share a cup with his bf. reason he gave was...... "Its unhygienic". i was totally taken aback. i mean..... what's the deal? he and his bf have been "displaying public affection" all the time! (read: kissing) haha when you actually dares to kiss the source of bacteria directly (read: the mouth), i simply do not see what is the big deal sharing the same cup. hahaha ya... by the way, he and his bf have been attached for 1 year and 2 months. :P

i was quite amused, when he actually gave me a very interesting theory.......

he highlighted that... "you do blowjobs right? do you enjoy blowing? (yeah..... and?) well....ask your date to pee on the floor then. and you go lick on the spot where he just urinated, will you?"

i was quite taken aback by his explaination. haha yeah... true...... i will put his dick into my mouth, and suck like no tomorrow, but i am unwilling to go lick on the spot where he just peed. hahaha

on deeper thoughs, yeah..... i enjoy rimming..... (you do know that bacteria from his arse will be passed into your mouth) but i will never go eat his shit from the loo. hahaha its just like, you find the shit disgusting, but yet you enjoy licking on the very same hole, where shit comes out from. hahaha or put your dick into a storage place in someone's body that stores shit. hahaha

same goes for.... if you are willing to drink from someone's cup... does that means you are willing to kiss that person? LOLLLL

interesting theory......


Song Of The Day: Garbage -- #1 Crush

Not For Weak-Hearted.

was chatting over the internet with some friends, and i accidently leaked out information that i have participated in Fisting before.....

erm... let me just highlight that today's posting is NOT for the Weak Hearted....

geddit? but still wanna read on? okie..... i shall continue.

okie.. when i was in my very early 20s, Stoner was a very wild person. life's motto was. "Try Everything Once" . always curious to know what everything is like, and so happens that the chatroom i used to frequent, always have a lot of weird weird invitations wan. hahaha (lucky me) haha i can safely say that i have tried most of the things that you can only imagine... that is also why nothing seem to surprise me anymore nowadays. haha

anyway one fine day (ya. everyday is a fine day), and i was chatting in a chatroom again... ( everytime the same chatroom) someone with the nick "FistFuck" pvted me. and started asking for ASL. (just in case. ASL = Age Sex Location)

anyway i only remember that i was chatting with him for a while, then the topic stopped at his nick, i seriously have no idea on what is fisting..... and somehow the conversation went on with me showing him my pics, and then he invited me to a private party the next day afternoon. and that i can have a clear picture on what is Fisting...... 2 more of his friends will be joining in.....

anyway i went the next day. i remember he was staying in Pasir Ris. during that time, there were no direct bus to Pasir Ris from Yishun. And i was just a poor NS boi. haha so i actually took MRT from Yishun all the way to Pasir Ris... spent about 1 hour plus on the Mrt (Really got heart! hahaha)

anyway his place was a ted too difficult to find. so after a few phone calls asking for directions, i finally reach his place. my sweat was out in full force! haha anyway, a lean and tanned guy wearing spectacles came to open the door. he was not wearing any tops, was only wearing a short FBT black jogging shorts. he was rather small built. he didn't look like 32 years old, as he told me.. in fact he looked 26 or 27 years old ba... i shall call him F here.....

i entered his flat, 2 of his friends were already sitting in the living room. (one of them was also invited over through internet, and that was his first time there too) i shall call one of them A and one of them B for easy reference. F served us drinks. the atmosphere was rather awakward. all like blur sotong, dunno what to do or tok. After a few mins of silence, F suggested going into the room....

B is very muscular type, standing at around 180, his is of stocky muscular built. a bit like those body builder. mind you, during that time, gymming was still not IN yet. so quite hard to see ppl with those type of muscular built. i never did ask his age, but he looks 28 to me.

A is a cub. he is very meaty, very fair, and he wears pair of clack spectacules. i remember him the most, cos i had my eyes on his butt and tighs, that was very snuggly covered by his jeans. in fact it look so tight that i tot i can clearly see the buldge on the front part of his jeans... he looks early 30s to me.

wah. write so much and i have not even went into the story yet. LOL anyway to cut the story short. it started off with a 4some. meaning, eveyone took their clothes off, except F, who was wearing / and he remained clothed in his white Jock Strap.

soon everyone was kissing and feeling up each other. i quickily stood near A, (whom i have been eyeing the moment i step into the house :P) and i think A was interested in me too. so end up, 1 pair of us were like engaging in sexual acts on one side of the double size bed. and another pair were on other side of bed doing their things. we do reach over and kiss/ stroke other parties too. in short,

we were doing a 4 some. haha i remembered at one point of time, the 4 of us were each on one side of the 4 sides, forming a circle, giving blowjobs to each other.

anyway F seem to enjoy the process of giving pleasures, rather than receiving. so at one point of time.... the me and A was standing there on the bed, letting him fit both our dick into his mouth... while B was fucking him from below..... (B was lying down, F was sitting on him, and me and A were standing there in front of F)

i remember the playful me even tried to stick one finger into F's arse when B was fucking him. he was moaning in pleasure. hehehe (See how adorable am i? hehe)

at one point of time..the fucking stopped and F got out of the bed, opened his drawer, came back with a big bottle of white stuff. (which i later heard is dunno simi petroluem lubricant or what) its very different from the water based KY that we are using at this time. its totally white in colour, and its ultra lagi slippery when applied on your hands. the downside is that the smell.....er...horrible ... smells a bit like stale card board / boxes.

B applied a lot onto his fingers up to his wrist... and i was still thinking "Wah need to apply until wrist for fingering nia ah?!"

then B slowly insert 2 of his fingers in... then 3... then 4 (except his thumb) i was dumbfolded then. i din know that 4 fingers can fit into an arse! F wash squerming like no body's business. then B's hand starts shaking very violently, which in turns makes F scream (in pleasure or pain i dunno.)

by this time, me and A were very interested to see what was going on liao. so we actually stopped what we were doing, and walk over to see what F and B was doing.

B took out his hands, formed his fingers together. forming a chicken's peck's, and try inserting into F's Ass. F was screaming even louder. but he never asked B to stop.

bit by bit.... cm by cm i saw B's hand went into F's ass.. the most time consuming part i think will be the knuckles part. B was gently trying to rotate his hands left and right, but it just won't go pass that part.

somehow B manage to get his whole palm into F's ass... F is letting out a very weird sound. as if wan to scream, as if wan to cry, i dunno. but at the same time, as if very shiok. my eyes and A's eyes almost popped out. seeing B's palm disappeared totally into F's arse. somehow there is somthing about F's squeaming sound that is kindda turning me on. :P

then i heard F asking me if i wanna try doing the same thing dat B was doing to him..... i dunno why. but i agreeded! haha

anyway, i applied that same white colour cream and slowly trying to immitate B, but trying to push my hands in with 5 fingers pressed together forming a chicken's beak.

his ass felt warm actually, and maybe cos i ws immediately after B, so the hole was a bit loose liao. very easy to shaft my while hands in up to wrist level. A was sitting beside me trying to digest what he just saw. hahaha a cute guy with naive attitute.

anyway, with A and B holding on and spreading F's leg as wide as possible. i managed to insert my whole hands in.. then B ask me to apply lubricant onto my whole arms. after which , he ask me to insert my hands deeper and deeper.

there was a point of time i inserted in my hands up till my elbow area... he was squaming so loud that you really scared that his

neighbour might get the wrong idea. and mind you, i am definately NOT skinny, and i am considered quite big-boned. so my arms are considered huge. i can practicallly feel the pelvis bone squeezing on the sides of my forearms! i was so scared that his arse might break anytime! There were times where i tot F was screaming in ecstasy, but it also look like he was screaming in pain, but he did not ask me to stop.

i shall skip certain parts. cos i really forgot some of the details. but what i wanna share is that... when my hands came out of F's arsehole...which F was begging me to be gentle. The most difficult part about fisting, i think is when your knuckles pass through the asshole. cos that's where the bone is at the widest....

anyway the whole process is carried out VERY slowly. haha by now, A and myself have lost our "hardness", but erm. B was still hard! he must be really turned on by all the screamings.

anyway..... when i finally pulled out my hand out of his arse.... the sight was sickening.... there were shits stuck on the gaps of my fingers.... i couldn't make out they were shits, or what. imagine all the white lubricant, mixed with brown stuffs...and there were quite a lot of amount of blood too....... all stained on your hands. and the worst part is..... the SMELL..... ew..... HORRIFYING! i think soon the air-con room is filled with that smell.....

after i pulled out, i was looking at his arse.... the HOLE WAS SO BIG that it was so scary! i could see the inside of his rectum! though the hole was contracting slowly, but it was still VERY BIG!!! oh ya, and through the process, F could not sustain his hardon also.

i cannot understand why F is so into fisting anyway. Yucks.! anyway, B inserted his dick into F and start fucking. (EWWWWW......) i was thinking...... BIANGZ. the hole is so big! and your dick is avg... doesn't it feels like using a toothpick, stirring a coffeecup?!?!?! how the hell he is still able to fuck F?

anyway i left the room immediately to rush to the toilet to wash. A followed me. haha A was helping me wash off everything in the toilet... i tell you... even after 1-2 days, i still feels that i can smell the disgusting things on my arms!

to cut the story short.... me and A left the place without cumming. but A asked for my number. and. i did meet up with A again for another session of "Normal" sex. a few days later. :P

Pissed again

planned for mahjong last nite. confirmed with A and B, as C was not around, so decided to confirm with C this morning....

early in the morning at 8am i sms C. C said he is okie.... i then sent an sms to all.... and went to office..... 10 oclock received a SMS from C saying his boss wans him to OT today. so he cannot join mahjong.......

had to activate D to come join mahjong... when everything was finalised and i already on half day off reached home liao.........

A suddenly say he not joining, cos he meeting someone else....

actually..... is not really a big issue if the mahjong is cancelled.........

but then.... i realised that i cancelled an appointment tonight for nothing, busy smsing around getting confirmation for nothing, took half day for nothing, and worst. that was my last "Half-Day" liao.

I do not like to be stood up at the very last min, for some reason unknown.

Alright i am pissed....but i am only human.

for the above mentioned parties. please do not even talk to me for the next few days. thank you.

Eye candy

i doubt that anyone actually knows that Stoner is attracted to human thighs of a man. . nice toned thunder thighs, that are not too tann.
haha whenever someone, wearing a high cut jogging shorts, walks pass, no matter how ugly that person might be, haha he always will get my 2nd glance. (he must be a chinese to begin with though.)

haha on my way to nephew's house today, my cab stopped at a traffic junction in yishun. saw this particular guy waiting for the traffic light to turn green at the junction. and so happens that my cab was just beside him...... the moment i look over.... i was like.... WOW....drool~~~~~ nice thighs~ then i start to look up... Wah.... YANDAO! haha can't help myself so quickily took out my handphone and snap a pic.



this is one of the time where i wished that i was using a 5MP cameraphone! too day... i was only using sony ericsson W910i. 2MP nia. so the quality sucks big time... must remember to buy a cameraphone with 5 Mega pixel soon.... *sad*

anyway just now i went around walk walk. and came upon this store selling T Shirts. immediately these 2 T shirts caught my attention. haha every design have 3 colours to choose from. and i bought one each. i think i really like the design quite a lot. so i intend to go back buy one in every colour. hahaha







Very cheena. and VERY cheap. one T shirt only $10 nia~ but no brand wan lar. but still, i like. :P

My older Nephew's birthday is just around the corner, so i was out hunting a birthday present for him. settled on this PS2 controller, which is actually a steering wheel, with gear and brakes included. it says that its compatible with PS1, PS2, PS3 and PC USB. wah. so multi function. anyway i brought it to him just now. he was jumping high and low! wah. he really loved it. hehehe


I'm such a nice uncle. haha

Ritz Carlton

i have ran out of topics to blog. hahaha

anyway... some of you guys must have knows that i simply adore staying in hotels. in the sense, i can purposely visit a country just to stay in its hotel. i always like to grade the service, the room, the atmosphere, the food, the view blah blah blah of a hotel. i especially like to experience the "Out Of This World" feeling, that hotels always advertise. haha few have actually impressed me.

some of the guys already know that i have stayed in most of the hotels in singapore. and that my favourite hotel is actually Ritz Carlton.
decided to post some pics that i have taken a few years back here ba....



the thing about ritz carlton.... its very grand on the inside. walking over from Marina Sq, upon entering the door, you have a feel that you have entered another whole new world. start to immerse yourself in the world of classy feel. haha the service rendered at the reception was SUPERB! afterall, with the amount that you are paying, its only naturally that the service rendered must be of some quality. anyway, if you ahve any special request, feel free to inform the reception. they will try their very bed to fulfill them for you.



the moment you entered the room. you were greeted by dim and cosy lightings. the ultra big sofa is sitting there, as if asking you to jump onto it. haha i did actually. and i can frankily say.. its one of the most comfortable sofa i have ever seated in my life. throughout my stay there, i was practically on it majority of the times. its even more comfortable than the bed.



on the table is a welcome pastry for your enjoyment. consist of 2 slice of cake and a brulee topped with raspberry. nice....



directly opposit the sofa is the bed.... its rather "high" i am considered tall... but when i stand beside the bed, i actually have to jump onto the bed. its unlike beds at home, you can just bend down and sit on the bed. Jumping required. the springy effect of the bed is very strong.



between the toilet entrance and the sofa is a study table. nothing spectacular though....







i believe most of you knows that the major attraction for Ritz Carlton rooms.... is their toilet. The bathroom consist of 2 shower area. one standing and one bathtube. there is another small room within, that leads to the towel bowl. the walls are laid with granite tiles. very grand. toilettrees provided are all of good quality. there are even a waterproof pillow sticked onto one end of the bathtub. oh ya... did i mentioned that the window bind is operated by a switch of a button? :P

i could just soak in the bathtub for 1-2 hours, reading my magazine, with a glass of wine beside. its basically one of the greatest enjoyment.... (SHIT.... how i miss the place........)



The view ourside the window...breath taking.



somehow the room is very suitable for taking photos. haha i though the photos looks great... :P

i have only managed to find ONE hotel that actually can surpass Ritz Carlton in terms of service, interior, comfort level. KL's Hilton.

Mahjong

today a friend's BF brought us to a club.... all very keen in going, cos of the attraction. Automatic Mahjong table! haha i remember me and lup lup used to think... "Chey.. i think we arrange tiles faster than the table lor.." haha

oh my, how wrong were we....



The table. is big and classy. the tiles were all nicely arranged





when you press and hold a button, the dice box in the center will actually pops up. so we are supposed to simply push all the tiles into the lobang. and press the down button.

as the dice box begins to close. a new set of nicely tiled mahjong will automatically Pops up. yes.. the table have 2 sets of mahjong inside. meaning.. its forever in standby mode. no time wasted. haha impressive!

when you press the "dice" button, the dice will start to roll in the center... very high tech. Oh even the chip is nice lor. majiam those used in Casino. heheheh

WILL definately be going back again.

Thanks to wonderboy for bringing us there. :)

For a Dear Friend.

a close friend of mine broke off with his long time BF today..... was a bit surprised..... as i always see them as a loving couple. or should i say... a model couple ba. but 家家有本难念的经.....

i dedicate the below song to my dear fren..... *hugs.....*


Leona Lewis - Better In Time



It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realised
that i really didn't knooOooOw

If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'm be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because i deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it

If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I'm be ok

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because
i deserve too oooooh
(It'll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time i let you go so i can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes i Will

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I'm gonna smile cos i deserve too yes i do(It'll all get better in time)

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Going to smile cos i deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)

Str8 Acting

Ever came across some profiles which says that they are looking for Str8 acting partner? or when someone does an intro over the internet, they clearly like to say that they are very str8 acting, upon meeting, only to meet and find them...... a sista.

the word str8 acting is clearly loosely used in current society. how str8 is str8? what are the criterials to be classified as str8 acting? do you say you are str8 acting just to get attention from people? how attractive can a str8 acting guy be?

i have some friends, whom, thinks that as long as they are the dominent party in a relationship, that will classify them as Str8 acting.

i have people telling me that as long as someone acts very MACHO, they are considered as Str8 acting.

but is it?

i do not speak for others. but to me. when you say you are str8 acting, i clearly expects you to be no different from normal guys in the street. ie to say, i cannot tell if you are gay or not.

i sometimes wonder if i am str8 acting, haha i have people coming up to me telling me that if they do not witness me in a gay pub/bar/suana, they would not have thought that i might be one. but i also have close frens calling me princess. (Ek i hate that nick!) so sometimes i do wonder if i am considered str8 acting. but personally i take pride that i am still considered str8 acting lar. :P

many years ago, i once chatted with someone over the internet (Yes i know... internet chat again. haha) got to know this particular guy, i shall call him X for now. X is staying in Yishun too, he was 26 years old then, i was 20. we exchanged pics, and decided to meet late one night. (around 1-2 am ba.)

when i arrived at his house, he greeted me on his front door, wearing a blue boxer and a white singlet. i was happy with what i saw. i was thinking... hm.... nice arms... nice collar bones...cute face... looks quite str8. (read, i cannot tell if he is gay) in fact i was getting quite turned on by him.

he invited me into his house, offered me a drink, and just stood there waiting for me to finish my drinks. (Yes.. he did not offer me a seat)

as experienced as i was then, i was a little lack of confident. thus i asked...."so erm.... are you ok with me?"

he replied with a boyish smile "yeah.... you ok?"

i nodded my head. and we ended up kissing. in the living room. it was during kissing that i noticed that he have the tendercy of falling into my arms.. which i quickily brushed it off, not thinking too much about it. anyway we stood there french kissing for 5 full mins. i could practicall feel his hard on underneath his loose boxers..... in fact, the "head" was already peeping out of the opening at the front part of his boxers. i kissed even harder..... then he led me into his room.

i can't say that i am a superb kisser.... :P but erm... no one have ever complained about the way i kissed. haha minus the ciggerrette after taste that i sometimes have, when i forgot my mint or peppermint breath spray. :P

we were rolling around on the SINGLE sized bed, still kissing each other, when we took off everything. his dick have a curve which i find interesting. it was pointed Upwards. not str8 thought, it was curved. like an banana pointing upwards. when i took off my underwear, he immediately dived for my already harden erm.... tool.

you guys must be expecting that enjoyed every minute of it right? LOL WRONG! i dunno if he is experienced in blowjobs or that his mouth is too small.... his TEETH was scraping along the side of my dick! which makes me pain like mad! but i try not to hurt his feeling (Ooo... i'm such a nice guy) i let him blew me a while more, till i really cannot tahan the pain, i held up his head, turned in over, and started kissing my way down, starting from his mouth.

his nipples were quite hard, i was quite surprised. i never really paid much attention to guy's nipples in the past. but his is erm... rather protuding. in fact, i think that his nipples ALONE was protuding up to 0.8 - 1cm from his chest. hm..... interesting.....

when my tongue brushed pass his nipple, he let out a "Umph..." and clenched my head tightly, well... he was clearly enjoying it. then i moved downwards. once a while he will let out a giggle, which i find a bit sister... but i brushed it off too.....

to cut the story short (AGAIN!) haha i was trying to finger him, while blowing him. he asked me if i wanna enter him... and jumped out of the bed to get some KY and condoms...without waiting for my answer... haha anyway i put on the condoms and applied a lot of KY all over his arse and my dick....he asked me to be gentle.... as he said that this was only his 2nd time being analled. in a very gentle tone of voice, which was erm... still acceptable for me.

i VERY slowly inserted mine into him... he was SQUEAMING! you know... those type of "URgh..... argh.... Eeek....."(high pitch voice).

very frequently he will back away pushed my dick out, keep saying it was very painful... but very quickily guide my dick to his hole again. (duhz)

after trying for 4-5 minutes, i got my dick in. (FINALLY!!!) but i was a bit turned off by all the high pitch queaking already.. but looking at him, i thought he still looks cute, thus my hard on din go down on me.... i was trying very hard to concentrate on his facial features, instead of his queaking....

when i started the pumping motion... he suddenly let out a very very very high pitch "Oh....." i was a bit stunn..... then when i continue the motion... all the SIBEH HIGH PITCH "urgh, ek, ahh... " started coming out. as his room do no have aircon, thus i was there fucking him in dim lights, with windows opened! i was so worried that his neighbour will hear us. and mind you, his voice is not really soft hor......

He was twitching his body like a gal, and his high pitch voice was over the top. and the final straw came when he was shouting "Oh fuck me.... fuck my CB!" (!!!!!! *cold sweat)

i was immediately turned OFF! 1/2 hour ago when i first met him, i tot he look so cute and str8... and now here he is asking me to fuck his CB! goodness.. i immediately starts to turn soft....

anyway. i pulled my dick out of him, and just jerk him off. he was hard through out the session, thus it did not take him long to cum. after he cummed, i went into the toilet to wash up. i no longer feels excited nor have the urge to cum. i was in the toilet desperately trying to wash away the shit stain that somehow got onto my pubic hair... (EWwww......)

anyway i simple gave the excuse that i am just too tired to cum, and i left the place.... telling myself never to come back again...

How can such a cute str8 acting guy, be so GU NIANG in bed?!?!?!?!? it makes no sense.....

i'm a bi, so i have done gals before.... in a way.. my ex gfs are actually more MAN compared to this guy lor..... ewwww.....

ya..... so now you know... Stoner hates sissys. i wanna do a man! if i wanna do a gal, i would have gone to a gal in the first place. i do not wan a man, who is pretending to be a gal, in a man's world..... ek...

and.... my dick usually will react accordingly. LOL i simply cannot stand, if i sense any hint of sissy at any point of time during sex.

like i always say.... if you wanna do it...... so it like a man! haha

a few years later.... i did encountered another inccident, involving another man asking me to fuck his CB again.... but that is another story for another time. LOL

Song of the day: Toni Braxton -- He Wasn't Man Enough

Barbarian

Yesterday my fren gave me this link to the video video. It is about a passenger in the MRT, shouting, creating a din.

as i do not know what acutally happened before the video was taken that made the women so pissed... but then..... she should not gave handled the situation this way. such a public nuisance. creating so much trouble for so many other people. she was even scolding other passengers...... and worst.... her young daughter was just beside her... she would have grown up to become JUST LIKE HER..... Be-Arch~

Guys that stir your crotch.

what is it about someone that attracts you to him?

i mean, there are so many people in the streets daily. yet only that few actually makes you turn your head to have a 2nd look at them. but then they might not be the cutest guy in the room, nor they might not even be considered as Yandao. but yet, there;s something about these people who makes you wanna look at them more.

attended a company function today. there are a total of 492 people attending the function, yet from the whole lot of people, one particular person stood out. it suddenly seem like everyone else around him disappear. and all you could do is focus on that one particular person. he was not even doing anything eye catching, he was just standing there listening to the speech.

but yet this person eludes an aura that makes you wanna look at him more. be it his flawless complexion, his muscular arms, his boyish looks, his clean cut hairstyle. he walks like a kid, yet alluring. as i know this person, thus when he caught sight of me looking at him from a distance, he smiled at me and nodded his head. i melted on the spot. hehehe

sat there wondering to myself.... what is it about him that caught my attention. then i suddenly realised.... most of the people who caught my eye, actually eludes an innocence arua from everypart of their body.

haha please dun be mistaken. i do not like virgins, the worst thing to have, is to have a sex partner, who, knows nuts about sex. ya it can get quite fustrating. sometimes you just need carefree sex.... not be a sex tutor.

but then, guys who always without fail caught my attention, are usually guys who looks innocent. in a way... boyish, super str8 acting (most are str8 anyway :P), best is wear specs, who knows how to present themselves to the public.

it was just like....earlier in the day, i was taking bus 969 from Yishun to tampines, boarding the bus with me, was a guy, who is in strip long sleeve shirt, wearing a tie, wear specs, fair fair, holding a Braun Buffel case, playing games on his HTC Diamond. i was standing beside him later (he was seated). haha so i kindda have a close look at him.

his facial feature was not particularly handsome, actually, he cannot be considered cute. but yet there is something about this guy that stirs something under my jeans :P especially liked the way he comb his short hair... almost bent down wanting to sniff his head! LOL haha alluring....

i particularly likes the way he was dressed, he looks smart. the way he was meddling with his handphone, looks professional. when his phone ranged, i was thinking... "good... not cheezy ringtones....." when he was toking over the phone, i was thinking.... "wow.... sounds professional... using the right words, with the right tone of voice control"

this guy really knows how to package himself. PLUS POINTS. hahaha

oh... i'm horny slutty bastard today. i admit. hahaha :P

Song Of The Day: Mousse T - Horny

Kinky Brothers

wah.. i din know that many ppl read my blog..... anyway got some reviews saying my posting is erm... hot. *blush blush* but erm..... it was just my first btm experience....... i dun even find it kinky at all. haha my first Top experience was a mess too.. LOL

long ago i used to date this guy L, known him through a group of friends from the internet. he was tall, tann, handsome, nice complexion, warm, nice, chatty and outgoing. he was 26 year old then. and i was about 21. dated him for like....... 2 months. and i called it off. reason being simple..... he is erm..... sex addict. wanting sex everytime we meet is still ok..... but wanting sex 2-3 times EVERYTIME we meet, is erm..... a bit too much. haha too high of a sex drive. he is a top.

6-7 months passed. and one fine afternoon, i was chatting on the net again.. as i was rather open then, i put my pic link at my profile...... someone pvted me.... did not ask for sex initially, but we chatted for a while, of cos.... all these type of chats leads to the sex topic. he too sent me his pic link. tot he looks quite yandao. he was 23 then. was still studying in NUS. as my ex was also from NUS, we toked about where i used to have sex with my ex, when i visited my ex in NUS... etc. suddenly he suggested meeting. and i went along. as he was driving, he came over to place. we sat at the mac donalds chatted for a while. er..... he was quite cute too. tall, fair, wears spec, and ultra nice complexion. he's those nerdy smart type kindda guy. and the prominent thing about him is.... he is VERY shy. he never dared look me in the eye. avoid eye contact at all cost. haha being the naughty type of person that i was, i purposely looked him in the eye everytime we spoke, and he would quickily look away whenever our eyes met.

then the direct questions came..... "what are you looking for?", seeing that he's quite cute.... i merely answered, "Fun. U?" he replied " er.... same...." and i continued with.... "so are you interested in me? or you have something on and you need to go?"


he replied" you are.. cute...." and the conversation goes on for a while. to cut the story short... conclusion = he have his own room. but his bro might be at home..... and with that.... we went to his place. i shall be frank. this was not the first time i went to someone's house... so its not really a big deal to me.
i shall call this guy C for now.

upon reaching his house, his bro was sitting in the living room watching TV. C merely told his bro that his classmate will be coming over to do somethings.

when his bro turned his head...... to my horror..... that is L. the person that i have dated for 2 months.... L gave no response then. majiam acting blur..... but L definately knows that i am not from NUS..... anyway i still went into the room with C. with a lot of question in my mind.....

anyway me and C kissed for a while... then i ask him go shower. which he readily agreeded.... so when he went shower, i went to the living room and toked to L for a bit.....

L and C din know about each other's sexual orientation. but L immediately knows when C brought me home. but he chose not to acknowledge.... he even joked about how he and his bro likes the same guy....

i can't really remember the details.... but somehow ended up with me and L kissing on the sofa..... so when C walked out from shower (kitchen's toilet) he was a bit shocked to see me and L kissing....like i said i can't remember the details.. but i do remember going back into the room with C... and explained a bit that i used to date his brother..... i think C was still a bit shock. C suspected that L have liked guys all along. they used to share a room.. and C always see some male-orientated magazines in his drawer.....

anyway... at this time, L knocked on the door...C went to open the door. but when C opened the door... L merely said.... "what are you guys doing? can i join in?" i couldn't believe my ears... and i think C was a bit freaked out.....haha who wouldn't.....anyway L did not wait for a response.... and just walked right in. and started kissing me....

C was still standing there stunned. LOL i dun blame him actually. anyway.... after a while, i looked at C and asked him if he wanna come over..... he actually walked over... and i held him in my arms. giving him comfort. kissed his forehead.....

er. i shall skip the details...... but erm...... L was a top..... and C was a flexi..... somehow..... in the process.... there were a position where L was doing me.... while C was blowing me....there was also a position where..... i was doing C..... and erm....... L suddenly tried to enter me from behind... that action lasted for like 5 mins. as the co-ordination part is damn difficult.

i was doing C in missionary.... but i bent over. and L was doing me doggy.... the feeling was intense.... i usually will turn soft when someone enters me... thus i was also quite surprised that i can last in that position for 5 mins.....

i have to clarify.... although it was a 3some..... but L and C never really kissed or touched each other... so the attention was all on me. :P which was great. hehehe so dun really consider incest. haha

anyway L came in me.... and jerked me off and me in turn jerked C off..... it was wild..... anyway after the whole thingy... me and C went together to the kitchen's toilet to wash up.... and L went to the masterbedroom toilet to wash up.

i rem that C asked me during shower about when i dated his bro. and why we broke up. blah blah blah.

we still keep in contact since then. complicated relationship. we still meet up after that inccident. C was interested in me. but somehow find it awakard to begin anything with me. and that was the only experience i have had with them together. there were a couple of times where me and C still did it. but those times are without L. as L was an air steward. thus he usually will be flying around.

and subsequently..... C have to go oversea to study... and we ended our thingy. and i heard that L got attached with another guy friend of mine.

C came back a few years ago. and ya.... he did call me. we met up for a while. but things changed, people changed. so nothing happened between us.

we still send each other sms once in a blue moon. and erm... C is happily attached now.

wish them well.... :) and so.... this explains my first experience with a pair of brothers... and also my first 3some.

PS: sorry if i missed out some details. cos i can't really remember all those details. haha what you expect? it was about 8 years ago...


Song Of The Day: 陶喆--- 二十二