First Threesome Part 2

alright, the inccident with A and B were my first 3some. however it was not the end. i spent my next 2 weeks exchanging sweet nothings on the sms with B. however, both B and myself came to a conclusion that we could not develop more than anything but friends.

reason being simple, he have the impression that i am a pure top, and so was him. i never really did claim to be a pure top, but just that he never asked me, and he just assumed that i was, during our conversation. though i never agreeded, i never denied. i mean... if he were to ask me: "Are you a PURE TOP?" i mean i would have answered: "No, i am fuckable". but he never did ask, so i just left it as it was. haha not that i am lying right?

so one morning, i received an sms from B, asking me if i am interested to be in a 3some. this time i am smarter, i asked if the other party is a sissy, or if he is cute. haha B merely answered, "Oh i have seen his pic, he is cute alright.." so i decide to trust B's judgement and agreeded to the 3some.... as i just entered army then, so i was actually in a camp, when he sms me, and we made arrangement to meet in the afternoon.

so the next thing i did was... apply Urgent Leave! haha i still remember that i gave some crap reason that my dog was sick and i had to bring him to a vet. i was told to go on Off instead, and no need to apply leave. damn..... if only my encik knew that he gave me off to attend a 3some... :P

so i went off during lunch time, went home to change, and went down to orchard to meet B. B said that he will check into Strands hotel at 3pm. and that he will sms me the number. i was already outside the hotel at 2.45pm.

The thing that felt different this time is that, surprisingly, i am not at all nervous this time round. in fact i was rather at ease. maybe that's the difference between doing with someone you totally don't know, and doing something together with someone you know for a while. the worst to worst scenerio that i can think of, that is if i am unable to get hard, Just be a bottom lor~ haha at least i know that B is more than willing to top me :P

in fact, i have to secretly admit that the idea of B topping me, while someone was forcing his dick down my throat had been stirring in my mind for that whole week. haha *Screams SLUT!!!*

so anyway, B sms me the room number, and i went up the hotel. as expected, i was the first to arrive. this was the first time that i met B again, after that 3some. er..... somehow..... he dun really appear that gorgeous to me anymore. hahaha okie lar. still cute enough for me to get turned on. :P

we decided to wait for the other party , C, to arrive before we start. so we end up chatting for a bit, and he mentioned something to me about the main reason why he chose C to join us. C was the only cute one who was willing to let him fuck RAW. i gasped at the idea of raw sex. okie. that totally kills my crush on him. haha

anyway at around the same moment, someone knocked on the door. C arrived. upon first look, C looked like in his early 20s. short, but slim. and a very boyish face. kindda look a bit like a japanese though. oh i suddenly remembered, i never really described how B looks like.... haha well.... he is tall... standing at about 1.82m, weights 80 kg. and is something like a stocky gym toned. with armani hairstyle and is quite tann.

Anyway B asked both of us if we were okie with each other. C smiled, i nodded and we started touching, kissing and stripping. its as if that B and me knew each other for the longest time. we surrounded C between us, each "attacking" C on one side. slow feeling him and stripping him. C seems to be quite busy turning his head left and right, trying to kiss us on the mouth. so when is head is face B, i would be nibbling on his ears, when he was kissing me, B will be licking him on his neck. soon, C's "tent" was rather visible on his white undies. and....... ya. C have got the cutest butt. small but firm :P

soon, the 3 of us were naked, and C went down to give me a blowjob, but i tot his sucking was too hard. as if trying to suck the life out of me. and i dun think he stretched his jaw enough. maybe cos B and myself were not really "small"... and C had a petite frame, so his bj was a bit painful. i muttered an OUCH... and C automatically opened his jaw bigger to accomodate. it immediately felt more comfortable.

so while C was alternating between blowing me and B, me and B were passionately kissing each other. we were playful in the sense that both of us were trying to get C to blow us longer, so when we felt that C was spending too much time on other party's dick, the other party will just pull C's head to face our direction.

we remained in that standing position for a good 10 mins. before B started to sit down on the bed. this time..... C fully concentrated on blowing B. damn... i'm being outdone! haha so i just bent down, and started licking C on his nipples. his semi soft dick immediately sprang to life! oooooh... so C's g spot is his nipples. :P

we spent the next 30 mins on touching, blowing and carassing. then B brought out a tube of KY and starts fucking C raw... me and C were sort of in a 69 position then but with him kneeling on top of me. so with me at the bottom, i had a CLEAR view of B slowing inserting his dick into C. *WHAT A SIGHT!* i was actually very turned on by the sight! and B was fucking C faster and faster, harder and harder. all these while C was still blowing me. it got quite intense, and C was moaning louder and louder. just when i was about to "explode", B's dick slipped and slipped out of C's arse... and hit onto my forehead! DAMN! anti climax. i think the cum that was going to reach the tip of my dick suddenly shrink back deep into my balls lor~

(for some of you who read my blog, wil know that i have had some "shitty" experience when i 1st try to top someone, that kindda left me scarred for life!) haha Some of the KY + gluey stuff got onto my forehead, and i quickily pushed C away and rushed to the toilet to wash! damn... really anti climax.......

so i quickily washed and came back, was greeted by the sight of B fucking C in a missionary position... so i snug up behind B hugging, feeling his nipples and nibbling at his earlobes, while he fucks C. C's eyes were closed and seem to be in a trance.

then B turned his head towards me and whispered (Sexily!) into my ear : " i really want to see you fuck C...it turns me on.." as i was also quite turned on... so i reached out for the condom on the tableside, and took over B. i i flipped C around and insert into him. doggie style... while B was licking my nipple. and he moved down to blow C. the sex was crazy....
(and dirty!)


after a while i turned C over, and with one of his legs on my shoulder, and one of his leg between my legs, i continue fucking him.... and it was at this point... i saw B moved his dick to C's face.... and C gladly suck on it, all these while B is kissing me.....

Considering the fact that B just Fucked C raw... and now C is slurping on B's dick like no tomorrow..... it felt yucky..... :P so i stopped kissing B.
B then bent down to suck C.


so we were in a position where C was lying on the bed sucking on B's (stained) dick, while B was sucking C, WHILE i was still fucking C. i think C was very turned on.... and he screamed: "I'm Cumming!!" and B moved his head away and started jerking C vigarously. the next thing i know, C's body started jerking uncontrollably and i saw him cumming everywhere. The sight sorta excites me. and i pumped faster and faster.. and i CAME inside C (in the condom of cos....) :
P

so when i took my dick out of C, B quickily reached over and removed the condom for me... and poured all my cum onto C's body, and started rubbing it all over. so in a way... C's cum, mixed with my cum... and mixed with our sweat (me and C seems to sweat quite a lot :P ) was being rubbed all over C's body, from his neck to his pubic....

then B stood up and signal for me to move over.... used the "mixture" as a lub, and started fucking C again. C moan in pleasure or pain i dunno, but he was definately moaning. but based on the fact that he did not push B away, i assume that he was moaning in pleasure. haha i was very much tempted to stuff my semi soft dick into C's mouth though.... but the thought that C just blew B who in turn just did him RAW brought me to my senses. haha and i kept clear from C's mouth and body :P

anyway, they were in missionary position. i was standing over C holding his legs, while B was fucking faster and faster. then B let go of a "Arghhhhhh~~ FUCK!" and his motion slowed down.... (YIKES~ he came inside C WITHOUT a condom!)

after that we lied on the bed motionless for a while, before c stood up and went to wash up. me and B lied motionless on the bed for a while, until he turned to me and muttered:"That was great!" and tried to lean over to kiss me. i avoided his kiss and jumped out of the bed and went into the toilet to wash up too.

i remembered that i was helping C washing the cum off his body. anyway after we both emerge from the bathroom, B went in to wash up. so while me and C were in the room waiting for B, there were dead silence... it was as if both of us were swept over with a deep sense of embarassment, and didn't know what to say.... we were just kay kay meddling with our handphones. (Damn.... why i even forgot to on the TV to ease the silence...)

When C finally spoke, he asked for my number.. remembering that he just let someone did him raw, i was a bit reluctant, but i gave him anyway...

what felt like eternalty, B suddenly emerge from the bathroom.... NAKED. LOL both me and C have each taken a towel... leaving him with no towel. so i threw him my used towel and he started cleaning his body in front of us.

i was observiing him while he was towelling himself dry... tall... tann.... smart.... quite charming.... gym toned... damn he is such a good catch! but the thought that he just did unsafe sex act... and based on his actions.. it must have been not only this ONCE.... it was definately a turn off... i think he killed all fantasies of having him as a boyfriend.. with the raw sex that he just did.

When he was done, we left the place together. C offered to drive me home...however i only let him drive me to the nearest MRT station, and after thanking him politely, i alight from his car.

both B and C did sms me the next few days.... but somehow sensing that i am not interested for another session, nor am i interested in developing anything deeper. they sorta got the hint and i never met them since.

up till this day.... upon reading from news that in singapore, there is average of 1 person being infected with HIV daily. i always think that if B and C were one of them... and i do wonder how are they doing now.

Had i choose to not insisting on wearing a condom, i might not even survive till today. so please note. Unsafe sex acts are definately NOT cool.... do not sacrifice your life, just for that moment of pleasure. You still have your whole life in front of you. do not waste it just like that.

Song Of The Day: Destiny's Child - Brown Eyes

First Threesome

When i was very young, i was always fasinated by the idea of an orgy. the idea of having someone licking my nipples, while another one was face fucking me, and the other one hugging me from behind, all these while i was fucking someone. hmm.... the idea always brought a tingle in my groin.

when i first started meeting ppl for sex, majority of the people i meet, are not into orgy. seem like everyone seeking for ONS in the internet, were spurs of the moment, who wanted sex within the next few hours. Being a shy person that i was, i never really dared to ask too. even if i did, everyone will think that i was joking too anyway. so i never really have the chance to venture into that area.

so one day, as per usual, i log onto G.com and discovered that someone was openly looking for orgy!!! (With place somemore!) i was excited. thus i privated the person. lets call him A. and he happens to have a hotel room available the next day, and he is VERY into orgy. when he was asking about experience, i lied a bit. and almost chicken out...but after showing him my pic, he seems to be quite interested. and he proceed to talk me into it.

with that, i agreeded to an orgy the next day, totally without a clue on who i will be having sex with, be it that guy, or the other parties. i dun't even know how many people will be in the orgy.

So the next day i proceeded with the plan, and went to Meritus Mandarin Hotel. When i reach the lobby, i got cold feet. but decided that since i was already there, i might as well just go up. so i sms A that i have arrived. and waited for further instructions.

it was during this time, that i realise that there was another guy hanging around in the lobby, looking at me. and definately cruising me. he was quite good looking actually.. but my gaydar was not really that strong then, i decided to just ignore him, while stealing a few glances at him once in a while.

it was not long that A sms me back, gave me the room number, and i was instructed to go to the reception counter to tell them i am visiting a friend, and someone will escort me to the room. which i did. at first i do not understand why i have to do that... then i realise... these expensive hotels (THEN) actually require a magnetic card to use the lift. anyway, i was escorted to that floor.

A opened the door to let me in, (Oooo... he was in bathrobe~) glancing him from head to toe... hmm... not exactly my type... but "Do-able". anyway, i was the first to arrive. A was asking me if we wanted to start first, the others will be arriving shortly. and he started kissing me. just when he was trying to unbuckle me, the phone rang, and was informed that another party have arrived.

arriving at the door.... was the cute guy who was cruising me at the lobby! though my facial expression was the same, i was laughing like mad inside :P lets call the new guy B for now.

i was informed that it will only be the 3 of us, other 2 party chickened out at the last minute. so the 3 of us stripped butt naked, me and B were kissing, while A kneeled down to gave us both blowjob at the SAME TIME. hmmm... quite kinky. (hey i was only 19 years old then, these to me were very kinky then!) haha

i was such a "Green Bird" then. but reminding myself about the risk of STD, i didn't really give any blow jobs. Minus the fact that i was really really scared. haha and proven! your body really reacts faster than what your brain thinks.

it was soon that A wanted me to F him. but he said to me in a rather feminine way... and plus i was so stressed that i couldn't perform, and true enough, i started to go soft. LOL anyway feeling very embarassed, i excused myself to the toilet, by doing so, B fucked A instead. i locked myself in the toilet for the next 15 mins. all the while hearing A moaning so loudly!

after B cummed, he came into the toilet to wash up, and i had to let him in. i think B knew that i was uncomfortable about the 3some, and that i purposely lock myself in the toilet. He whispered into my ear that he had already made A cummed. and that i am now "Safe" .....haha my face turned red immediately!

anyway me and B left the room together.. and B started to start a conversation with me. as i was still embarassed over what happened, i was rather quiet, but i did tell him that i was a bit uncomfortable with doing 3some, as it was my first time.

during that short conversation, i know what B was 28 years old, an air steward, and recently just broke off with his bf. then all of a sudden, he asked for my number, saying that he would very much love to have another "session" with me, this time in pvt. (i was like WAH. a yandao asking for my number). which i gladly gives. :P we went our seperate ways when we reach the lobby.

in the MRT home, i was thinking that something must be wrong with me. why is it that i will just suddenly go soft and couldn't get it up? hahaha it even went to a point where i suspect that i am impotent! haha

anyway during that MRT ride, i was on an SMS conversation with A.

A: "hi, are you turned off by me?"
Me: "Er... nope. was just stressed as it was my first time. i'm sorry"
A: "ic, i'm quite interested to do with you again, are you keen?"
Me: "i'm scared i'll go soft again ley..."
A: "Nevermind, we can do it 1 to 1 next time."

and just then.... i received an SMS from B....

B: "Hey cutie, i really enjoyed kissing you. hope that i can kiss you again soon... :) "

hmmm..... so that was my first experience in a so called "Orgy". and of cos... i've participated in other orgies after that, however, thou i managed to redeem myself during other sessions... but one thing never changed. i will start to go soft whenever the btm gets too feminine... well i guess that's just one thing about me that will never change. haha

and.... ya. in case you are wondering.... i never met up with A again.... however i met up with B a few weeks later for another 3some session. but that.... will be another story for another time. :P

Song Of The Day: Madonna - Nothing Really Matters

You Wanna Be On Top?

Season 11 of America Next Top Model have a winner! McKey.

Name: McKey
Age: 19
Hometown: Lake Forest, Illinois
Occupation: Student


The first photo before all the crazy competition and makeover.


This is the first photo shoot of the gals. The theme is election. They are suppose to inspire all the young ppl in america to come out and vote. Each of the girls is supposed to represent a certain element. Mckey was representing "Environment". she was new and didn't know how to post. being a boxer, all she could do was to struck some boxer pose.


this week, the girls are supposed to be hanging on the hot air balloon, featuring some amazing clothes. However, due to wind issues, the balloon was very unstable. thus the ladder were cling into place with a crane. and the balloon were later digitally added in.


This photo were taken after the girls had their make over. McKey was assigned with short black hair. thou it look normal, but i tot the makeover brings out her facial features.


This week, the girls are doing a photo shoot for swimwear.


The girls are photographed "emerging" from the water. kindda like a monster. no one ever will question, why is it that someone emerging from the water....her hair will not get wet.. haha


This week, the girls are to portray a certain natural disaster. McKey is doing "HeatWave".


This week the girls are to portray a certain sterotype at award ceremony. Mckey is portraying the "actress who thinks that she is going to win, but did not".


The remaining 5 gets to go to HOLLAND! the first photoshoot in holland. the girls are posing as something of a high fashion pirate in a real ship.



This week the girls are doing 2 shots each. one in plain, simple, "undiscovered" look. followed by a heavy make up, high fashion look. McKey's signature pose = bashed in the face pose. (which show case her neck). this was also the shot the hints to me that SHE IS GONNA WIN! haha


This week the girls are placed in a traditional windmill background. and they will be in very Avant Garde dress and makeup. a very high fashion shoot.


The Covergirl shot. this shot most likely is already in the billboard in America's Time Square.


Her finale runway walk.


All winner of every cycle will have a shoot with Tyra Banks.


Sidetrack a bit.... What do you think of this gal below?

Name: ISIS
Age: 22
Hometown: Prince George's County, Maryland (currently New York, New York)
Occupation: Program Assistant at a non profit organization












You know what? SHE IS A GUY! and i'm not kidding....

Disclaimer: all above pictures were extracted from http://www.cwtv.com/

10,000 hits~

Wow.... my blog have reached 10,000 hits! Considering the fact that until the point of 8000 hits, i dun publicize my blog address anywhere. all hits were based on words of mouth? hehe

i think the real surge in hits started when i started writing about sex experience... so in a way... sex sells? hahaha

i also know that some of my friends do check my blog for updates a few times a day. :)

i first started this blog with a simple intend. i wanted to dedicate a song and offer my advise to a special friend who was undergoing relationship issues. Over time, i started mumbling nonsense. and am quite surprise that some of my friends told me that, they knows more about me from reading my blog, compared to knowing me personally for 1 year plus.

Many thanks to everyone who made my blog "happen", i mean, without you guys reading it, i don't think i am motivated enough to write nonsense for so long.

What are Regrets?

Saw this line on America Next Top Model Season 11. haha so... says who that ANTM is a bimbo show? i personally loved the show. haha

"Regrets are actually mistakes you made, that did not improves you...."

i thought this line was very well said. so the next time you hear someone saying that you were his biggest regrets.... that would literally translate to "You were his greatest unforgivable mistake. haha :P

Song Of The Day: 徐懷鈺 - 心中的遺憾

Gym

started going back to a gym today. wow..... am surprised by the quantity of guys in the gym. it was packed, on a Sat Morning!

the first station i went to was the bicycle. hehe reason? simple, the bicycle was placed in such a position that enables me to have a clear view of EVERYTHING in the room. and i actually saw a few very straight acting guys..... with wandering eyes. i mean they keep staring at some of the other guys. it was so obvious that i could have walked up to them, offer them a pail for their drool...

and i also noticed that the gym was filled with poly students~ and compared to them...... i'm an old fart. haha so me and my partner felt like old men there. haha

but the gym lingers with a very Pungent Body odour smell.... which i soon realise.... that all the smell came from ONE SINGLE guy. goodness. enough said. horrible experience. think i shall change to another gym in future.

The gym session was followed with a "Healthier Choice" subway sandwich for lunch. oh i feel so healthy. LOL

Motel Swimming Pool

Okie... a discovery... one "small hotel" (read: available for short time) in singapore have a swimming pool in its roof~

meaning.. you check in for 2 hours..... 1 hour plus for sex and foreplay... and you have the next 45 mins to swim. hahaha IDEA~



looks not bad. just that a bit small.... in fact this is the 2nd "small hotel" that i have seen that has a pool...

Goodness.... all "small hotel" are trying to reinvent themselves into a "Boutique Hotel" nowadays. just earlier this evening, i came across another hotel called HOTEL LULU in chinatown... the signboard are nicely done. but the name is too cheezy! hahahaha they r trying to make it sounds like Honalulu? hmmmmm

Song Of The Day: 潘嘉麗 -本小姐不愛

Sex Toy

The thing about sex toys.... it gets kindda boring after a while. Personally i own some sex toys, some which i have never used before, some used only once or twice. so its kindda absurb that one is willing to spend so much money on sex toys, only to use it once or twice. But at the point of buying, you do not feel the pinch, thinking that you could use it quite often.

Many years ago, i bought a vibrating dildo, which comes with a suction base. in short, you can actually stick it somewhere and starts fucking yourself with it. hahaha nope, i have never gone to that extend of fucking myself. but at the point of buying it, it does cross my mind. :P but have been too lazy to use it on myself. nothing beats having a real man :P



Its fully silicon, kindda looked like a bruised dick actually :P. and more importantly, its waterproof! when you put in the 2x double A battery and turn it tight, it starts to vibrate.
after buying it for more than 2 years, i finally used it last weekend. or rather.... i had someone used it on me. haha shall not go into details... but erm... ITS DAMN LONG!

i was told that dildos are actually modelled after someone's dick. so in a way....THAT dick is good! haha nice size and length :P



i also bought an anal probe with the dildo. its supposed to stimulate your prostate. used it on someone before. he dun really like it. have yet to use it on myself though. haha will find a time to try.... soon. LOL

just in case you are wondering, i bought all the toys in singapore. in a sex shop call U4ria. when i first walk into the store, the sales assistance is a GAL! and i have to come up with cock and bull story about how my "GF" was into anal stimulation blah blah blah. and how i am trying to find something to spice up the sex. LOL it does help that the lady was very outgoing. i think the lady even went into what was nice and what was not.... as if she have used it before. haha

many people feels awarkard walking into a sex shop. and totally hates it when the sales assistance walks up to you. but put it this way.... if the boss is brave enough to open a sex shop, what is it that he/she have not seen? they definately cannot be some close-minded freaks who is not open right?

i remember there was once when i walk into another sex shop, and the lady ask what i am looking for... i was in a playful mood that day. i told her upfront that i'm gay and if there's anything she would like to recommend me. she was quite taken aback, but later told me that she was surprise that i'm so frank. haha she usually gets stories about how the (suspected gay) guys are trying to find something to try something new. blah blah blah. in the end, she recommend me a masturbator... which feels like an ass. :P i dun buy though. haha told her i already have it. :P

So the next time you walk into a sex shop. dun feel shy, just ask for what you are looking for. you are afterall a customer. and they are open minded enough... to dabble in this business..

Song Of The Day: 楊宗緯 - 讓

Passing Phase.

When i was in my teens, and early 20s, i was very fat. 145KG to be exact. when i managed to lose about half of my weight, i keep telling myself that,

A man in his 20s --- Take care of Face.
A man in his 30s --- Take care of Body.
A man in his 40s -- Take care of your Charm and skin texture.
A man in his 50s -- Take care of anything sagging.

LOL after spending almost 10 years taking care of face.... i think i'm gonna start to work on body liao. did a weight check yesterday. OMG! pass 90 KG liao!

decided to spend the initial next one month on extreme exercise and diets. hopefully can kick start a life long habit. ideal weight is 75KG. but hopefully can lose till 82KG before my birthday.

Which means, No food after 8pm. gonna start the daily jog. and carbs will be my greatest enemy.

Oh ya... i will be cutting off all forms of entertainment also. which means no mahjong, no dinners, no meetings with anyone... Wish me luck!

Turned Table

work has been hectic, and have been drawn into dreamyland the moment i reach home lately.

something happened this week at work which surprise me.

one of my male superior have been having "period" lately. everything he does seems to be going against my colleagues and myself. we are so pissed and fustrated. he has all along been a "not so popular" figure among all of us. however, i have always remained neutral towards him.

he is the sort of person who.... although sitting just in the next cubicle, would send out an email to all management, highlighting the small little things which he think that we are not doing enough. in short, my colleague said that he send out the emails, to let the management knows that he can do a better job than us. think most of my colleagues have kenna before.

And if we did anything that are of good, it would suddenly appears in his mail, hinting that HE was the one who is "responsible" for the right things that we have done...

it was only until earlier this week that he sent out a mail, highlighting that the way i do things differs from his, and he was urging my management to install some disciplinary action. the moment i read the mail.... i was on leave, one of my colleague called me when i was playing mahjong! and i was thinking,.... again? however, when i went back to office the next day and read his mail, all hell broke loose.

the bunch of us, got together, held a meeting, (i roped in some of the bosses too ) and started a discussion. i usually can't be bothered with what he does, as long as he is not stepping on my tails. however i felt that this is the final straw.

we held a meeting, highlight to management how impossible it was for us to work under him anymore. and i acutally came out with a chart showing how unproductive his methods were! (i'm a bitch i know :P)

Management usually don't know what we are doing, and management usually get the impression from the emails that they have been reading. management got quite a nasty impression about us from that arsehole's email. thus it was only until that meeting that the management knows exactly what the bunch of us have been doing. i even openly declared that i will be changing the way we do certain things in future, my boss gave us clearance :P

in that 3 hour meeting.... somehow, i turned every single one of them against that arsehole. ( wow... i really can talk!) haha

Think that arsehole felt threaten, and can no longer do what ever he wants, he later sent out an apology email to everyone. everyone remain quite sceptical about him. think he was quite surprised that we are able to turn the situation around. and that we are actually fighting against him.

morale of the story: don't do unreasonable things behind ppl's back. People put up with unreasonable demands, doesn't mean they are uncapable to fight back. just that they can't be bothered to do so. do not push your luck too far.

Condoms

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