矜持

Played mahjong till 4am last night, this morning kenna recalled back to office at 9am.... back in office for 4 hours, only to hear "someone" brief something for like. 10 mins..... duhz.....

anyway, must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. felt very sentimental/emotional the moment i wake up. anyway, after i came back from lunch, i ransacked through my collection of CDs / Mp3s. and came across this folder labelled "Faye Wong". ya..... the long forgotten folder, which i was sure to double clicked on, when i was younger. ya.... everyone in singapore was listening to Faye Wong at that point of time. her musics were bold, daring, experimentive and expressive. The 1990s were labelled "The Year of Faye Wong", She was the Queen of Chinese Pop then.

many memories flood through my head when browsing through all the titles. every single song represented a certain stage in my life....

i was exceptionally emotional when my sight reached this song called "矜持“. Was playing this song over and over again, when i was going through the first serious relationship in my life. thus...... it kindda brought back some blissful and some sorrow memories.... This is definately one of my Favourite song by her.....

then it sudden hit me... hey... i was once associated with the word "innocent" and "naive" too! haha but the bad news is.... that innocent boi have now evolved into somewhat... a stone. guess one could never go back to that stage in life, where everything was just plain simple and everything seem perfect..... sigh.



我从来不曾抗拒你的魅力
虽然你从来不曾对我著迷
我总是微笑的看著你
我的情意总是轻易就洋溢眼底

我曾经想过在寂寞的夜里
你终於在意
在我的房间里
你闭上眼睛亲吻了我
不说一句紧紧抱我在你怀里

我是爱你的
我爱你到底
生平第一次我放下矜持
任凭自己幻想一切关於我和你

你是爱我的
你爱我到底
生平第一次我放下矜持
相信自己真的可以深深去爱你