First Btm Encounter.

i strongly believes that almost everyone have tried the role of Top and Btm before. it really depends on the first time experience that determines if you are a Top/Btm.

So what determines if you are a top? its that you really hate the feeling of being penetrated. i mean... come on. everyone can sustain a hard on. (especially now that there are Viagra in the market) but not everyone can stand the feeling of having a dick up his ass.

so what makes me a Flexi?

that was about 10 years back. i was chatting over the internet (g.com) someone pvted me asking for sex. as i was rather open then, thus after sending over my pics, and he was rather interested. but as he do not have a pic, i was a bit hesitated to meet him. but i was thinking, what the hell... we are both staying in Yishun, worst to worst, meet already, just "Hi & Bye" come back home lor~ so we agreeded to meet at Khatib MRT station.

a bit nervous, and he is a Bi and a Top. this i already know that if we were to have sex, and if penetration is involved, mostly likely i would be the btm~

it was 10.45pm in the night. at Khatib MRT station, a young, meaty gentleman, wearing a cap greeted me. he recognise me immediately based on my pic. i was a rather taken aback. he was CUTE! haha a little meaty, smooth complexion, very str8 acting, around my height. it was a pretty good catch! (he was 25 yr old then, and i was 19)

initially arranged to go to his house.... but he said that his mum came home last min. so he have no place... under these circumstances, i would usually call off the whole thing and go home str8. but as he was VERY CUTE... hehehe i agreeded to do it somewhere else with him.

he suggested Yishun Stadium, at that timing of the night, we have to climbed over the fence into the stadium. it was rather deserted.

i can't really remember the whole process.. but i remembered that it was good.... he started off kissing me (he was a good kisser!), then moved on to blow me (This guy can blow!) then moved on to rim me... (Oh My! DUN STOP!) hahaha i can only say... this guy really knows how to work his tongue.

then he looked me into my eyes, and gently asking if he can do me... he promised to be gentle... i was melting away....so i agreeded.

the initial thrust was extremely uncomfortable. as it was my first try.... but i already heard from some of my btms on how to flex your anal muscle.... thus when he entered me, i was pushing out, as if i was shitting. (thank god i did some dumping before i went to meet him)

i think his dick size was just perfect, thus it did not take him long to find my prostat. and ya. i was in heaven. hahahah Oh i'm such a slut.

i shall not go into details, but the thrusting action carried on for like 20 mins....

though my first time, but i already did some market research, knowing when to flex my muscle.... thus when he cum.... he was screaming.."Oh.... your so tight!" and boom.... he came inside me. (mind you, he was wearing a condom!) haha ALWAYS PRACTISE SAFE SEX.

after he came, he was lying over me, kissing my ears and cheeks, and tried to jerk me off. i tell you..... this guy really knows how to work it. he was kissing my neck and cheeks while whispering some dirty toks into my ears... as everything was rather new to me, i got quite excited. and 2 guys doing it openly under the stars.....soon.. it was too much for me to handle... and BOOM. i exploded everywhere. haha

after everything ended, he kissed me for a while more, before wiping ourselves with his white underwear. haha he even asked me if i wanna keep his underwear. i did not have underwear fetish then, so i decline. (DAMN regret already). hahaha

anyway he was staying near the stadium, thus i walk him to his block before proceeding to the MRT. he suddenly tells me that he is very closetted and if i wanna be his permanent Fuck buddy. and that he will be getting married in 2 weeks time! i already have commitment probs at that age, thus, i declined. but then i told him, if he wanna do it again, feel free to contact me again.

as fate usually likes to tease people.... 2 days later i went swimming, and my nokia banana phone dropped into the swimming pool. haha dun ask me how my phone even got near the pool in the first palce. haha too lazy to explain the whole thingy. but i have to change my phone. and somehow i changed my number too. thus that was the last i saw of him.

hm.... i can only say that my first btm experience was good. thus did not leave me a scar of being penetrated. i did consider being a full time btm then... but subsequent top i came across were nowhere near. hahaha and i think most prefers me to top anyway. these guys just automatically turn around and guide my dick to their ass! so ya.... for the next few years i was a Top.

it was until a few years later when i got attached with someone who was a Top. that i started exploring the option of being a btm again. ya. this is how i became a flex.

damn... got hard thinking about the experience. LOL Oh i'm such a slut.

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