Str8 Acting

Ever came across some profiles which says that they are looking for Str8 acting partner? or when someone does an intro over the internet, they clearly like to say that they are very str8 acting, upon meeting, only to meet and find them...... a sista.

the word str8 acting is clearly loosely used in current society. how str8 is str8? what are the criterials to be classified as str8 acting? do you say you are str8 acting just to get attention from people? how attractive can a str8 acting guy be?

i have some friends, whom, thinks that as long as they are the dominent party in a relationship, that will classify them as Str8 acting.

i have people telling me that as long as someone acts very MACHO, they are considered as Str8 acting.

but is it?

i do not speak for others. but to me. when you say you are str8 acting, i clearly expects you to be no different from normal guys in the street. ie to say, i cannot tell if you are gay or not.

i sometimes wonder if i am str8 acting, haha i have people coming up to me telling me that if they do not witness me in a gay pub/bar/suana, they would not have thought that i might be one. but i also have close frens calling me princess. (Ek i hate that nick!) so sometimes i do wonder if i am considered str8 acting. but personally i take pride that i am still considered str8 acting lar. :P

many years ago, i once chatted with someone over the internet (Yes i know... internet chat again. haha) got to know this particular guy, i shall call him X for now. X is staying in Yishun too, he was 26 years old then, i was 20. we exchanged pics, and decided to meet late one night. (around 1-2 am ba.)

when i arrived at his house, he greeted me on his front door, wearing a blue boxer and a white singlet. i was happy with what i saw. i was thinking... hm.... nice arms... nice collar bones...cute face... looks quite str8. (read, i cannot tell if he is gay) in fact i was getting quite turned on by him.

he invited me into his house, offered me a drink, and just stood there waiting for me to finish my drinks. (Yes.. he did not offer me a seat)

as experienced as i was then, i was a little lack of confident. thus i asked...."so erm.... are you ok with me?"

he replied with a boyish smile "yeah.... you ok?"

i nodded my head. and we ended up kissing. in the living room. it was during kissing that i noticed that he have the tendercy of falling into my arms.. which i quickily brushed it off, not thinking too much about it. anyway we stood there french kissing for 5 full mins. i could practicall feel his hard on underneath his loose boxers..... in fact, the "head" was already peeping out of the opening at the front part of his boxers. i kissed even harder..... then he led me into his room.

i can't say that i am a superb kisser.... :P but erm... no one have ever complained about the way i kissed. haha minus the ciggerrette after taste that i sometimes have, when i forgot my mint or peppermint breath spray. :P

we were rolling around on the SINGLE sized bed, still kissing each other, when we took off everything. his dick have a curve which i find interesting. it was pointed Upwards. not str8 thought, it was curved. like an banana pointing upwards. when i took off my underwear, he immediately dived for my already harden erm.... tool.

you guys must be expecting that enjoyed every minute of it right? LOL WRONG! i dunno if he is experienced in blowjobs or that his mouth is too small.... his TEETH was scraping along the side of my dick! which makes me pain like mad! but i try not to hurt his feeling (Ooo... i'm such a nice guy) i let him blew me a while more, till i really cannot tahan the pain, i held up his head, turned in over, and started kissing my way down, starting from his mouth.

his nipples were quite hard, i was quite surprised. i never really paid much attention to guy's nipples in the past. but his is erm... rather protuding. in fact, i think that his nipples ALONE was protuding up to 0.8 - 1cm from his chest. hm..... interesting.....

when my tongue brushed pass his nipple, he let out a "Umph..." and clenched my head tightly, well... he was clearly enjoying it. then i moved downwards. once a while he will let out a giggle, which i find a bit sister... but i brushed it off too.....

to cut the story short (AGAIN!) haha i was trying to finger him, while blowing him. he asked me if i wanna enter him... and jumped out of the bed to get some KY and condoms...without waiting for my answer... haha anyway i put on the condoms and applied a lot of KY all over his arse and my dick....he asked me to be gentle.... as he said that this was only his 2nd time being analled. in a very gentle tone of voice, which was erm... still acceptable for me.

i VERY slowly inserted mine into him... he was SQUEAMING! you know... those type of "URgh..... argh.... Eeek....."(high pitch voice).

very frequently he will back away pushed my dick out, keep saying it was very painful... but very quickily guide my dick to his hole again. (duhz)

after trying for 4-5 minutes, i got my dick in. (FINALLY!!!) but i was a bit turned off by all the high pitch queaking already.. but looking at him, i thought he still looks cute, thus my hard on din go down on me.... i was trying very hard to concentrate on his facial features, instead of his queaking....

when i started the pumping motion... he suddenly let out a very very very high pitch "Oh....." i was a bit stunn..... then when i continue the motion... all the SIBEH HIGH PITCH "urgh, ek, ahh... " started coming out. as his room do no have aircon, thus i was there fucking him in dim lights, with windows opened! i was so worried that his neighbour will hear us. and mind you, his voice is not really soft hor......

He was twitching his body like a gal, and his high pitch voice was over the top. and the final straw came when he was shouting "Oh fuck me.... fuck my CB!" (!!!!!! *cold sweat)

i was immediately turned OFF! 1/2 hour ago when i first met him, i tot he look so cute and str8... and now here he is asking me to fuck his CB! goodness.. i immediately starts to turn soft....

anyway. i pulled my dick out of him, and just jerk him off. he was hard through out the session, thus it did not take him long to cum. after he cummed, i went into the toilet to wash up. i no longer feels excited nor have the urge to cum. i was in the toilet desperately trying to wash away the shit stain that somehow got onto my pubic hair... (EWwww......)

anyway i simple gave the excuse that i am just too tired to cum, and i left the place.... telling myself never to come back again...

How can such a cute str8 acting guy, be so GU NIANG in bed?!?!?!?!? it makes no sense.....

i'm a bi, so i have done gals before.... in a way.. my ex gfs are actually more MAN compared to this guy lor..... ewwww.....

ya..... so now you know... Stoner hates sissys. i wanna do a man! if i wanna do a gal, i would have gone to a gal in the first place. i do not wan a man, who is pretending to be a gal, in a man's world..... ek...

and.... my dick usually will react accordingly. LOL i simply cannot stand, if i sense any hint of sissy at any point of time during sex.

like i always say.... if you wanna do it...... so it like a man! haha

a few years later.... i did encountered another inccident, involving another man asking me to fuck his CB again.... but that is another story for another time. LOL

Song of the day: Toni Braxton -- He Wasn't Man Enough