Saturday, September 20, 2008

Feminine

The perks of being a flexi, is actually that you do not need to worry about the "role" of the person that you are interested in. to quote what i said during BW 2nd anniversary... "Top also can, Btm also can..." :P

someone once shared with me that he was hoping that i can be a bit more feminine in bed. i was like "Er....???", in my context, be it if i'm the Top or Btm, i would make it a point not to be feminine in any way. This is also something that i'm proud of. however, this guy that i was with.... he likes his guys to be marcho in public.... he cannot stand being with a feminine guy in public..... but yet, he likes his "Marcho guy" to be actually feminine in bed.... ya contridicting i know. this is something till today, i could never understand. haha But because he was very cute.... so erm. :P yeah... i've faked a damn feminine orgasm, shrieking like a women :P but after that experience many years ago, i can only say, i most certainly do not enjoy any moment of it.

There was also this other guy.... whom, have the fetish of being F by a cross dresser. Met over the internet, went over to his house, somewhere during the foreplay, he requested for me to put on make up, and from his cupboard, he brought out this bra and stockings (he actually cut a hole in the stocking, that will expose your erected dick!!) and request for me to F him in those things. i was stunned to the core. as he was a bi, and he looked perfectly "Normal" to me. i didn't know how to react! but definately, it was a turn off for me. i stared at the cosmetics for a while, and said to him. "Sorry, i cannot do it". and even though he gave in and told me to continue to what i was doing to him (Minus the stocking and makeup), i was totally turned off and couldn;t get it UP anymore. so i left the place, after he finished jerking himself off, while blowing my (soft) dick.

from my previous postings, i guess many must have known that i simply cannot stand any form of actions / speech / reactions that will associate the guy of having feminine traits. ya it turns me off. many times when i F someone, and he began moaning and screeching like a gal, i will lose my hard on. its like all of a sudden, i no longer have the urge to continue the "in out" motion. i mean, if during the foreplay and intercourse, and you already screech like a gal, i certainly do not anticipate your "reactions" when you cums....

There is actually a very thin line of being soft spoken and being feminine. i am okie with having feminine friends, but i definately will not end up in bed, nor a relationship with a feminine guy.

once discussed this with someone i dated before, and i was questioning... why is it that he looks perfectly normal, very manly, decisive when he was with everyone else, but when it comes to being with me, he all of a sudden turned into this "housewife". his tone of voice turns very soft, actions became very gentle, and sometimes talks in a way which erm... reminds me of a gal.

according to him. He described the situation to be something like a weighing scale. he thought that i look very cold, manly and dominant when with him, thus it was just his natural reaction to turns soft when around me. he also could not fully explained why this happens.

i most certainly do not need the guy i bed / sex / date to be so stern that he is keeping his eyebrow frowned every minute of the day, but i do not like him to be associated with the idea of being feminine in any way....

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